Tommy got up and walked to his wardrobe, he opened the door and grabbed some clothes, changing into them. He decided not to stream today and walked downstairs to grab his daily coke and something to eat, heading to the living room, he sat down and smiled at his dog sleeping in the corner of the room.
MotherInnit walked in with the Christmas decorations and decided to put them up, she glanced a smile at Tommy and got on with her work. Tommy looked at his messages, one from Wilbur
- Wilbur 🎸-
"Hey Toms! I'm heading out for my plane now, make sure to stay safe and i'll call you when I can to check up on you!"
-Delivered 6:21am-- Tommy -
"Have fun will! Stay safe on the plane and don't die lol!!"
Tommy knew Wilbur was going away, he dreaded it because Tubbo, Billzo and Ranboo had already gone to the US. Of course he still had Eryn, and Phil was still in the UK but he was spending time with Mumza. George was going to Florida to meet Dream and Sapnap soon so he was busy packing.
MotherInnit looked at him and smiled slightly "What are you gonna do with your friends in America?" He shrugged and stood up "I haven't really thought about it to be honest." But he had thought about it, he thought for days and nights on end about what he'd do, he wondered why Wilbur left him alone in the UK to go to the US, where Americans lived. One thought circled in his mind.
Wilburs sick and tired of him so he left to go to America, he's never coming back.
Tommy knew this wasn't true, the rest of Lovejoy was still in England and plus, Wilbur would never leave forever. Sure, the band members had a small argument over music, but that wouldn't cause the band to split and Wilbur to flee, would it?
His mother knew something was bothering him, usually he'd shout at her for putting the decorations up this early into November. She guessed it was his friends going to America and him not being able to since he was still in college. "Why don't you go and ask someone if they want to stream with you? I'm sure a few of them would." He nodded at his mother's words, only half listening, and headed up to his room.
He sat at his desk, door closed, headset on and logged onto discord. He messaged the DSMP Server gc thingy and asked if anyone wanted to stream with him. He waited but no one responded, they were all busy to their own things. He deleted the message and logged off. He decided to stream a just chatting stream.
He clicked the "Go Live" button and watched the number of views fill in. "Hi chat. It's been like, a day or something?" He laughed and watched the chat spam with greetings and hearts. He explained what was going on and laid back in his chair reading chat. Most of it was words of welcome and the occasional hate about his weight and loudness, they had the "/j" in some of them so he laughed them off.
About an hour later into the stream he looked at the chat again and saw a comment saying "why are you so loud? Shut up for once and maybe your friends wouldn't have fleed to America to get away from you. Kys." He pretended he didn't see it and blocked the person who wrote it. He pretended to get a text from his mum and ended stream. He was thankful chat didn't pay attention to the comment so they weren't suspicious as to why he ended early.
When stream ended, he sat in the chair, his smile gone, his laughter only in memory of a few minutes ago. He had the comment circling In his head. Did his friends really leave because of him? No, they couldn't have done. He shrugged it off and stood up heading downstairs, he looked at his phone with a message from Dream who had been watching his stream.
- Dream 🙂 -
"Hey, Tommy? I saw the comment on your stream. You okay?"
- Tommy -
"Yep! A big man like myself wouldn't let some silly comment ruin my day. I'm not weak like that!!"
He put his phone down, heading down to the living room and started talking to his mum about what he wants for Christmas. She smiles and nods, listening and taking into account his interests so she has an idea incase what he wants is out of stock or takes too long to get there.
To Be Continued
(A/N - To the people who came from TikTok, Hi!! Hope This Is Good, It's My First Time Writing Something Sad With The DSMP Members)

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That's Why They All Left You || TommyInnit Angst || DSMP
FanfictionTommy's friends are all going to the US following Ranboo, his chats words only get worse and he feels worse and worse everyday. Cover Art Mine Inspired By Someone's Comment On Tik Tok