Heir to the Throne

Chapter 30 "Moment"

The clock ticks repeatedly as I sit still not wanting to be here at all. As much as I tried trying to convince underboss that this was very unnecessary. That this traumatic experience can be dealt with on its own. He still pushed for this and Kira backed him up. So here I am sitting in this light grey four wall room waiting for the therapist Savannah linked us with.

Suddenly, the door creaks open my head turning towards the entrance seeing a hazel eyed woman with the most beautiful curly light brown hair I've seen. Her entire demeanor is very calm and welcoming.

"Hello there my name is Yvonne Brown," she says with tenderness. Her voice is very soothing in the oddest way.

"Hi, I'm Amoret Romanov," I simply respond.

"What a beautiful name. So tell me what would you like to talk about today?" She smiles taking a seat in front of me. I stay silent unsure of what she's expecting of me.

"I-I don't want to be here," I bluntly say standing up.

"That's very valid, I was the same when I was raped as a teen," she shares as I turn around ready to walk out of the room. However, I come to halt as soon as I hear that.

"You were raped too?," I murmur making eye contact with her once again.

"Yes. I was at a friend's party and had a few alcoholic drinks. There was this boy I really thought was cute and being a naive youngster I let him take me to the basement. He wanted to show me something and I didn't think much about it. From there I came out of that basement an entirely different person."

"I'm so sorry that happened to you. You were just a kid and here I am a grown woman acting like a coward," I sigh taking a seat.

"Don't you ever call yourself that. You're a survivor and a brave one for coming. Even braver for staying," she firmly says as I half smile not sure how I should feel still.

"As raped victims it is very hard to forget what happened to us. The way that traumatic event shattered us to the road of healing from it is all hard, but possible. I am here to help in this journey of claiming your identify, self love, body love, and your life back," she genuinely says as she smiles at me making me feel so hopeful and understood.

If she was able to heal and move forward with her life at such a young age, so can I.

"Let's do this," I respond hopeful to healing from what was done to me. Yvonne smiles which causes me to smile slightly looking forward to working with her.

Maybe this idea of help wasn't so bad after all.

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A month later

"What would you like to eat?," underboss asks as he walks out of the restroom and into the living room fully naked. As I notice this I look away immediately.

"Oh come on don't act like you haven't seen this before," he cockily says as he causes me to giggle. He's right I've seen him entirely, so I'm not sure why I'm acting so timid.

"You're so full of yourself," I jokingly respond as I look at him taking his entire self in. Definitely a view that doesn't disappoint at all I will admit. I watch him as he winks at me before re-asking his previous question.

"I don't know. Whatever you want," I say as I stand up from the couch to go get some water.

"Pizza," he says as he follows behind me.

"I'm not feeling pizza," I truthfully say.

"In-n-out?"

"No"