God how I want to kiss you

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   Seeing the poor sight you wanted to regurgitate from the sight of the women kissing Childe. With disgust and sadness you closed to door silently too not make any sound as you stood in the room thinking of Childe. The back of your throat started too close up and your vision got blurry with tears appearing. Everything around you taunted you with names hurting you more, so hurt the window seemed like a way too leave without having a panic attack in Childes house with Childe and the woman inside. Sliding the window too the side you quickly climbed through trying your best not too make much noise until your foot touched the cold stone on the side of Childes house sending a chill down your spine. Swallowing your tears the blazing sunset burnt your face as you walked away from Childes house not being seen as Childe couldn't see you how you where, and the woman couldn't see you at all. Who was she, why was she there, what did she need from Childe. Questions raced through your head as the orangy sky turned into a dark blue with glowing specks in it giving you slight light with the street lamps. As soon as you felt dirt and rocks stab into your feet you knew your part of town was around you as familiar rocks and trees could be seen it of the corners of your eyes. Nearing the rocks path to your house tears started pouring down your face before you could even get near your door. Pushing the door open all you could do was slam the door, fall onto the couch, and let out all of your emotions at once through the couch pillow. Sadness, anger, and jealousy filled your thoughts, crying your eyes out hitting the pillow and hating whoever the woman was. Why hadn't Childe told you, he would tell you if he had a girlfriend, because if he did maybe you wouldn't have caughten a small amount of feelings. The feeling inside you seemed too have boiled over as hatred soon filled you, not for the woman, but for Childe. He hadn't told you who's she was, he lied too you, he kept secrets from you. The crying began to ensue again as the pillow became soaked with tears and snot. Every sound around you was blocked out except one that played in your ear on repeat
         "Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n!" It got louder as you name got called repeating itself until you couldn't it take it anymore. Throwing the pillow books fell the the floor until you got up and started throwing more of them in a fit of rage. Tears streaming and books falling to the floor you fell to the floor as well giving a yell mixed with a cry. As you screamed knocks where heard on your door gently. Was it the neighbors? Was it a traveler? Or was it the damn ginger that nobody wanted too see. Sniffing up a bit he snot running down your face. Standing up the books hit your feet as you walked too the front door too answer. Breathing heavily you open the door slightly too see who it was. He was there. He was standing there with a worried face infront of your house. Why did he have too be here. Pushing open the door he hugged you in his arms tightly not letting you go.
          "Y/k! Where have you been! Why did you leave? Why where you screaming? Why are you crying? Why are there books on the floor?" All of these questions hit you hard and quick overwhelming you even more then you already where.
            "S-shut up."