God how I want to kiss you

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       A cut gasp came out of Childe. He spoke no more as you stood in his arms not saying a word. A few tears streamed down your face onto Childes shoulder causing a wet spot before Childe thought it was appropriate to talk.
        "Y/n. What happened?" Everything rushed through your head as you broke down in Childes arm only partially mumbling sentences. Everything you said was incomprehensible from your mumbles in Childes chest. Wrapping his hands around your waist he carried you too the couch gently placing you on his chest as you sobbed your heart out into Childe clothes.
          Eyes with no tears left Childe noticed before he asked the question again knowing you wouldn't be able too cry with talking about.
        "Y/n. What happened?" Again the question hit you hard but no tears could come out as you had wasted them all with crying before.
       "You...." was all you could say without your voice cracking from the thought and sight of the action Childe had committed in front of your eyes, especially when it was supposed too be you.
         "Oh." Childe spoke already knowing what you where going too say without even saying it. Pushing you up into a sitting position on his lap he leaned forward.
       "If this makes you feel any better, im sorry." Grabbing you're chin the moonlight shown in his eyes showing his ocean eyes before he closed them and leaned forward. Your lips molding together, seeming as if you found your missing  puzzle piece. Eyes shutting you leaned into the kiss before you both knew it was time too pull away. Pulling away you made eye contact with Childe staring into eyes mindlessly focusing on every shade of blue in his eyes until you looked away quickly with blush growing on your face. No words came out of your mouth as you looked away stunned thinking of Childes action. Why did he do that, who knows if there was feeling in what he did. What if he only did it too make you feel better and had no real intent of showing love. What if... you weren't ready? Breathing out a small breath Childe had a face of guilt on his face, he knew he did wrong but with the kiss, he thought he did more bad than good.
        "I'm so-" shutting him up you quickly leaned in for another kiss making this one a bit longer then what he gave you. You knew you where forcing yourself too do this. You knew what you where doing and no thought came out of the gesture. Pulling away panting for breath all you could think about was this is what the woman felt and saw when she kissed Childe.