Footballer imagines

Jesse lingard- take me back

"Jesse why do you always do this" you said down the phone

It was currently 3am and you were woken to your phone buzzing next to you

"Please just jus" he said

"Jesse your drunk please just go to bed" you told him

"I need to see you" he stated quite aggressively

"Jesse please, we broke up weeks ago you know this is what we need to do you cannot keep calling me to pick you up and stupid o'clock in the morning so you can see me" you tried to say softly but sternly

"Can you please at least just come and get me we don't need to t-talk but rashy left before me and I accidentally stayed for longer and got too drunk to drive" he slurred down the phone to you

You sighed

"Where are you"

"I'm like at this bar and it's hold on let me find out and text it" he said and hung up without warning

"Fuck sake." You said to yourself as you got up and threw a pair of leggings and a sweatshirt that used to be his. You grabbed a water to take for him and headed out ur door.

You typed the address into your sat nav and headed off

You arrived and sent him a text

"I'm outside"

"Coming baby" he replied

You couldn't help but blush a bit at him calling you that

Shortly after he opened the car door

"There's my girl" he said hopping into the seat

"Hi" you said a bit nervous as you hadn't seen Jesse in a while

You started driving back to his, it was about a 30 minute drive from the city compared to your apartment that was in the city.

It was quiet, just the radio playing in the back ground

Jesse was staring at you the whole time and you could sense it, you got to a red light and looked over at him and gave a soft smile

"Did you have a nice evening" you asked paying your attention back to the road

"Yeah yeah it was fine just some of the boys that aren't away for international break" he said still slurring a bit

"Oh I got you a bottle of water it's just here" you pointed to the cup holder "drink it"

"Thanks" he smiled taking it

"How are you feeling about not being called up I thought about you when I saw the line up" you asked softly

"Is what is it" he said taking a few more sips of his water

"I've missed you" he said quietly putting the water back in the holder

You didn't respond

You waited a few minutes before putting your hand out and grabbing his locking your fingers together. Your not sure what came over you but it just felt like the right thing to do

He grabbed your hand and placed a soft kiss on it

You pulled into his drive and let go of his hand assuming he would get out and say bye. But he didn't. He looked over to you

"I still love you" he stated confidently

"Your drunk jess, go get into bed and you will feel differently when you wake up, make sure to put paracetamol next to the bed so you can take it when you get up" you said

"I'm not, well I'm not as drunk, the water help" he said and you laughed "please will you just come in so we can chat for a bit at least"

"It's 4am" you replied

"Okay well stay the night then?" He questioned

"No jesse we can't do this we broke up for a reason" you stated a bit more firmly

"Did we? Because I don't know about you but I'm starting to forget what that reason actually was" he replied raising his voice a bit

"Of course you would forget. Our relationship went to shit Jesse you were never home you were never there you never told me you loved me you never made an effort but now you think you can just turn up whenever you please and expect me to want you back" you responded

"Yeah well you always manage to be there when I call" he said quieter this time he looked at you intensely but you turned away putting the engine back on as a signal for him to get out. Which he finally did, he opened the door. "Thank you" he said with a sad look on his face and shut the door behind him

You watched as he shut his front door behind him just giving your self a moment to reflect

And then you caved.

Turning the engine off and getting out of your car you walked up do this front door

You debated for a second before knocking a few times

Jesse thinking you had long gone opened the door with a concerned look until realising it was you

"What are you-" he said before you cut him off by grabbing his face and kissing him the kiss lasted a few minutes and Jesse kicked the door shut behind you

Eventually you pulled away

Jesse stared at you trying to read your face which was something he was always good at

"You looked confused" he said

"I am I just don't know what I'm doing here or what I'm feeling or"

"Take me back" Jesse interrupted

"Please take me back I know I fucked up but I love you and I need you and I know you love me too.. take me back" he said again

You gave him a small smile "okay"

He kissed you so deeply your heart exploded

"I love you" he said with his head rested against yours

"I love you too mister" you smiled