ROAM OR ROME?

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I know that this is a bad boy story but I am so tired of always seeing the main guy portray as emotionless which is what Xavier will play initially and till the end but I want him to feel emotions like a normal person, so that people should be able to relate to my character and learn that even guys can feel emotions... certainly I want him to be able to emote and show sensitivity that's it now you may go ahead and read.🤍

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I wander around the long never ending hallways as my eyes memorised the whole route but for some reason I was struggling to remember as the house was as big as the Buckingham palace

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I wander around the long never ending hallways as my eyes memorised the whole route but for some reason I was struggling to remember as the house was as big as the Buckingham palace.
I am not even exaggerating.

Last night me and Florence aka Flo watched a movie called "the notebook" which I know is very popular and word widely known but pardon me if I have not watched it and fell asleep hallway through the movie.

I mean can you really blame me? Romance is a no no for me. Especially with English films, like it does not even make sense.

Also last night I let Flo comb my hair which I rarely do. I showed my hair to Sera after six months of knowing her because I have severe trust issues.

But I don't know why? I felt somewhat comfortable with Flo around and even though she and I were not from the same sect we kind of understood each other.

She made me feel as if I am in a vacation and not being held up by her boyfriend.

Okay I don't know if they're dating or not but I've decided to assume that they are so that I don't stare at a taken man.

It already felt illegal staring at him but now it would be an offence to do so. Like what's wrong with me?
  Urgh it's so frustrating.

Not realising where my footsteps were taking me I suddenly halted when I saw a black marble door.

Somehow I knew that this was his room because the cold exterior was enough for me to believe so.

Like the good girl I was I stepped away and minded my business. Not insulting anyone but I've seen enough movies about girls being curious about the guy's room, or his stuffs, but spare me because I am not like that and by now I know the consequences of my actions if I chose to let curiosity get best of me.

One of my attributes is that I never want anyone in my personal space and I never wish to invade in anyone's personal space either . Because I know how it feels to be tangled in that mess.

I learnt to share my feelings with my family way after I should have been. Because it was always hard for me to emote openly without feeling anxious but with Sera it came with time and I am so glad for that.

I have a feeling with Flo it will too but given that after a week we'll be separated I doubt so. I know I am an idiot for trusting her and showing my hair but I sometimes listen to conscience and I have a feeling I won't regret being friendly with her.

By being friendly I mean most of the interaction is on her side and I just response. This is enough friendliness for me given that I am always trying to shut her out.

But can you really blame me? I am kidnapped.. how else am I supposed to act?

Suddenly I started laughing like a maniac. And I held the staircase railing for support.

I burst out because I never imagined myself in a situation like this.... I imagined worse. Worse because well things haven't been always so pleasant for me.

I stopped only to see Xavier exiting his room followed by Flo.

See, this is why I assumed they're dating.. I mean look at them for goodness's sake. They're both adults and look incredibly gorgeous and they're allowed to date in their religion so there's nothing really stopping them.

I try to not let them see me and run towards my room but fail miserably when Flo calls out my name.

"El!! Come here"
Gosh what now? Do I have to pretend to compliment them or something?

"Yes?"
"We were wondering to do something tonight and decided to watch a movie and bake cookies"

Oh hell no! I am disastrous cook okay that's an exaggeration.. I am an okay chef but nowhere near equivalent to Sera.

"Uh I volunteer myself out cuz I am not such a good cook"

"Oh it's fine just give us a hand"

I nod and head towards my room only to stuff my face with a pillow and scream in silence of what life has become.

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