Lately, I've started feeling distant. And don't get me wrong. I want this to work as much as you do, but it isn't and it won't. It won't ever work. I don't know what to do, because I just can't lie to you. I just can't. We were perfect for each other back then, I could see in colour after so long in black and white. You changed my entire world, but I got too comfortable, and my vision blurred. You deserve someone who is crazy in love with you, who's crazy for you, like how I used to be. I don't want this to end, but I can't fake this anymore. I can't pretend that you're more than a friend to me now. And I hope we can still be friends.
Breaking hearts, breaking your heart, is far too easy, and please know that this is killing me. Maybe you'll forgive me one day because doing this to you? It kills me. I hope you know that this is killing me, it really is. I don't want to break your heart, because I love you. But not in the way you want me to. And I'm sorry, I really am. You deserve better than me, someone who really loves you the way you love me. Someone who looks at you the way you look at me.
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Sing To Me Instead
Short StoryA collection of thirty shorts - my NaNoWriMo project for 2021. All of these are based off of songs that I really love, so give them a listen while you read. There will be angst, awkwardness, and hopefully funny and cute scenes. There will also be...
