BAD but GOOD (BGMBB BOOK ll)

Chapter 73

Vanellope's POV

Dear Diary,

I don't know what to do. They left me no choice. To save one of my special girl aside my Mom, I need to leave her. I need to avoid her. I need to make her believe that I don't want her in my life anymore. Its killing me. But I NEED to do this.

Dear Diary,

I want to go out with my best friends but I can't. I miss them.

Dear Diary,

I can't even look at V. I'm too ashamed :(
Kahit nakatalikod sya, I can't even take a peek on her.

All he ever wrote on this book is how he miss us. I can feel his loneliness just by reading this.

Dear Diary,

I want to see V walking down the aisle. You know?! Wearing a white gown with diamonds on it tapos naka snickers sya XD talagang HISTORY yun! xD

Gago talaga 'tong si Lyle. Nagawa pa akong maimagine at ginawang kakatawanan. Di ko mapigilan mapangiti sa kagagohan nya.

But I know, I couldn't, wouldn't and I won't be able to do so. Tang*na naiiyak na 'ko. But even so, I want her to walk down the aisle, wearing that elegant gown, even if she wears a snickers thats totally fine! She'll rock it! V walking down the aisle and the man who loves her waiting at the front with a big smile with a thankful heart that she's his women.. damn that would be great. I wish she'll be happy. All the pain that she had gone through will be just a little scar that won't remind her that she experience those because she deserve to be happy and the kindness of the world.

Gago ka Lyle! Ako parin iniisip mo kahit nahihirapan ka na!

I love her so much. To the point, if she decide not to marry hindi din ako mag-aasawa. Sasamahan ko nalang sya hanggang pagtanda nya. Sasamahan ko syang mang-aaway kahit sa mental pa yan. Go lang. Pero wag naman sana maisipan nyang maging matandang dalaga. Sayang genes ko hindi ko maikalat sa mundo. Hays. xD

But I really hope the world will be kinder to her. Sana di ipagkait ng future sa kanya yung happiness kasi deserve nya. Deserve din nyang maging masaya kahit tanggap na nya na hindi na.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi mapaiyak. Sa sitwasyon nya nagawa pa nyang mag wish para sa future ko.

Paano ako magiging happy Lyle? Kung ganito ba naman pamamaalam mo?

Ang sakit! Sobrang sakit! Hindi man lang kita nakausap ng matagal. Hindi man lang kita napasalamatan sa lahat ng ginawa mo sakin.

Napaka daya mo Lyle! Gago ka talaga!!

3rd Person's POV

Napasilip si Ten sa kwarto ni Vanellope at nakita nya itong humahagolhol parin sa kama.

She's curling while hugging Lyle's diary.

Ten feel so useless.

Sinisisi nya yung sarili nya. If he can only move that well nung mga oras na yun, hindi siguro hahantong sa ganun.

"Ten"

Napalingon si Ten sa tumawag sa kanya. It was Lee.

"Come downstairs" Lee mouthed.

Hindi na nya nilakasan boses nya baka marinig pa ni Vanellope.

Naunang bumaba si Lee. Napatingin ulit si Ten saglit kay Vanellope bago ito umalis at bumaba papuntang dining area.

It was morning.

"Eat your breakfast." sabi ni Lee while pouring some brewed coffee on his cup.

Ten just stood there staring at the plate.