BAD but GOOD (BGMBB BOOK ll)

Chapter 65

Ten's POV

"So how was it talking with Lee?" Tanong ko kay ate na nakatitig sa isang sunflower

"Ayun.. he's being stubborn. He said we're safe here. Lol. Talaga lang. Minsan yang si Taeyong may kabobohan din eh. Hindi siguro alam ang meaning ng Mafia kaya ayan"

"Now what?"

"Let's stay here for the time being. I'm going with you in school tomorrow"

"Really? But.."

"I know. He said I can come. And even if he won't let me, papasok pa din ako. I want to see how that bitch will react when she sees me"

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Before we went to school, ate decided to visit Tabi kaya andito kami ngayon sa isang flower shop. Bibili daw kasi sya ng sunflower -____-

"Ate, alam kong mayaman ka pero talaga bang kailangan mong bumili pa ng sunflower? May sunflower na tanim ka naman dun sa garden nyo" nagtataka kong tanong

"Gusto ko eh. Tayo na" pagtatapos nya sa usapan.

On our way to their house where Tabi was buried, palagi syang nakatunganga lalo na pag hindi kami nag-uusap. Parang nilalamon sya ng iniisip nya.

"Hook up with your thoughts?" Putol ko sa iniisip nya

"I just missed Tabi so much" malungkot niyang sabi habang nakatitig sa sunflower na bouquet na hawak nya

"Let's buy another Tabi" I suggested though I know how much it won't work

"You can't replace him." Diretsa nyang sabi. Hindi na ako naka sagot pa. Dala na din siguro ng tama yung sinabi nya. I just want to make her feel better even just a bit.

Dumating kami sa bahay nila at ang sumalubong sa 'min ay yung Mommy nya.

"What?" Irita nyang sabi sa Mommy nya napaharang-harang sa daan namin ngayon.

"Babalik na ako ng London, Vanellope. Sumama ka sakin. Sumama kayo Vanther at ni Ten sakon. Dun na tayo manirahan. Kasam--" di pa natapos pagsasalita ni Tita Vannie, nilampasan na sya ni ate.

"Vanellope magsi--"

"SHUT UP!!" Galit na sigaw ni ate sa kanya kaya natahimik sya.

"Umalis ka ng mag-isa!! Hindi naman kita kailangan sa buhay ko ah! MATAGAL NA! Magsama kayo ng anak mong retokada at kabit mo!!"after she said that, she left. She left her speechless with tears falling down.

Sumunod ako kay ate sa garden kung san inilibing si Tabi. Nakaupo na sya dun habang hinihimas-himas ang collar ni Tabi.

I can even hear her sniffing which means she's crying, again. I can't find any words so comfort her. Kasi wala naman talaga. The only thing will heal her is being able to see Tabi again alive and breathing. Yun lang. But sad to say, that's not how the world works. That's not how reality works. We are not on a magical world where we can revive the dead.

"If love can only can save you, you would have live forever" she said full of heart ache

I don't if it because of the tress or what but, ang lakas ng hangin. Ang lamig pa. Hindi naman masama ang panahon.

Is it Tabi who did this? I'm sure until now, he hasn't leave her side. He must feel so miserable too seeing her fur parent this hurt.

Narinig ko ang pagtawa ng mahina ni ate. Habang nakahawak sa isang maliit na madungis na bear stuff toy. Yung size nya malaki lang konti sa key chain. Ewan ko anong tawag dun basta yun na yun -___-