BAD but GOOD (BGMBB BOOK ll)

Chapter 62

Sebastian's POV

I was told by Nathan that she will bailed out this morning so I went to see her.

And yes, she was free. At last.

My heart skips a beat as always everytime I saw her. I missed her so much. I want to hug her badly. I can't help but smiled as I saw her.

I decided to go near her and even if she will push me away again, I won't leave.

But he came. He rushed out of his car and went to her. I saw the worries and confusion on her face but just like season, those worries and confusion instantly fade and changed into a smile then she hugged him. The smile I used to see when she's with me, and those tight hugs that are supposed to be mine are now given to someone new. I can't help but tear up as I watch them.

I know its pathetic to just walk away but this is what my mind tells me.

I'll see you some other time then, Elle.

Dara's POV

Sobrang hindi ako mapakali nung pinakita ni Zick sakin yung note na binilin ni Ten sa bangkay ni Haren. Within an hour pinatay nya lahat ng mga may kakayahan naming tauhan! What a demon!!

"Dara, kahit ilang beses ka pang magpabalik-balik ng lakad jan, nasa listahan ka parin ni Ten at sigurado akong ikaw ang VIP nun kaya pwede bang umupo ka na?" napahinto ako sa paglakad at humarap kay Lyle na nakaupo lang sa sofa habang umiinom ng wine

Nilapitan ko sya at inagaw ang bote ng wine at tinapon ito kaya nabasag.  I glared at him

"Bakit ikaw? Nakalimutan mo na ba na hawak ko ang buhay mo?" madiin kong sabi

He look at me straight in my eyes with a grin on his lips that made me mad even more

"And Ten holds your life. ALL, of your lives."

Sa sobrang galit ko, itinaas ko ang kamay ko para sampalin sya pero mabilis nya itong nahawakan at galit akong tiningnan. How dare he!??

"If you want to kill me, do it now. 'Cause once I get out of this trap, i'll make sure you'll suffer more damage than me, than my best friend and more than my V. Remember that" he then pushed my hand away at tumayo na mula sa kinauupuan nya para umalis

Why he!!???

"I'll kill your V for sure! You bastard!!" I shout angrily

He's seriously getting on my nerves!

Nakarinig ako ng kasa ng baril sa may gilid ko.

"Princess" - Zick

"Not yet Zick. Not yet."

"He'll might ruin everything" nag-alalang sabi ni Zick

"He won't. As long we got his family on our hands. That bastard!"

Lyle's POV

Pagkapasok ko sa kwarto, hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi mapaiyak. I'm so helpless! Worthless! Weak!

I don't know how I'll keep going in this situation. Wala akong magawa kundi ang umo-o palagi at hayaan syang kontrolin ako. Kung wala lang talaga sa panganib ang buhay ni Kuya, I won't ever do this. They already killed my Mom and Dad. Natatakot ako pati si Kuya mawala pa sakin. I have no choice but to follow her and be on her side even if I don't really want to.

Nung nagkita kami ulit, its been awkward for me kaya medyo umiiwas ako. Hindi ko kasi lubos maisip na nagpapakatanga ako sa isang babae na kagaya nya noon when she don't realy don't deserved it! I don't love her anymore. At alam kong yun ang iniisip nila Seb, Nathan, Maez, Thaeyo, Khabie at lalo na si V.

Why did she never threat me with V's life? Simple. She wants me to suffer. And also she wants me to see her suffer and accept all the hate V and my friends throw at me.

At nung nalaman ko na iniwan na naman ni Vanther si V ng dahil sa mga plano nila.. I can't help but just cry.

FLASHBACK

"You bitch! Hindi pa ba sapat sayo na kino-control mo ko? Ngayon si Kuya Vanther na naman??!"

"I just suggested it her precious sister, Lyle. Wag mo 'kong sisihin kung totohanin ni Shermaynnie yun. I want them to be happy. I know they still love eachother. Pero nag-exist kasi si Vanellope kaya ayan."

"Happy?? He's not happy! You crazy bitches are!"

"If you really want to be happy, you need to do everything. Even if it means killing somebody"

END OF FLASHBACK

Vanther never leave her because of a mere wealth. He just made it an excuse para makaalis sya. Just like me, he followed Seb's sister without a choice. He left because he's afraid they will kill V.

Those two are getting better on their relationship as siblings but it has come to this. At wala akong magawa kundi ang manahimik lang.

And that day when Tabi died, I was inside the car she's driving. Zeus and Haren tied me up on the backseat para daw makita ko kung paano nila papatayin si V. Si V sana yung sasagasaan ni Dara, but Tabi was there and push her. Ang sakit. Lalo na yung naramdaman mong may pumailalim sa sasakyan, knowing it was the dog you cherish the most is dead and you can't do anything but just cry.

They even teased me how gay I was on crying because of a dog. Dog?? For them its only a dog because they are heartless. They don't know the bond we made. The happiness of that dog give everytime he's around.

I know V is hating me so much right now. Hindi man lang ako nagpakita kahit sa burol ni Tabi. Gustuhin ko mang yakapin at halikan si Tabi one last time bago sya ilibing, pero hindi pwede. Wala na akong mukhang ihaharap kay V. Lalo na kay Tabi. Its my fault. Alam ko lahat ng mga pinanggagawa ni Dara pero hindi ko magawang masabi kay V. Hindi ko magawang pigilan sila.

I know how much she was broken when Tabi died. Alam ko yun. Tabi was more than a friend to her. He was a family. Pero anong ginawa ko? WALA. Kasi mahina ako. Wala akong panlaban.

Lalo na nung ipakulong nya si V ng dahil sa panghampas nya ng baril sa kanya at pagbantaan sya nito. Wala ulit akong nagawa.

Nung nakita ko ang sugat ni Dara hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi matawa and magsaya. Lalo na sa mga ginawa ni Ten. She's really scared when it comes to him and now I know why. They have a war history on that kid. Ten was the most craziest, merciless, professional killer kid on their Mafia World. At nakita ko yun. Sa mga bangkay pa lang na pinapadala nya, alam kong delikado sya. Kahit ako natakot sa kanya kasi sa mura nyang edad marami na syang alam sa mula sa  plano at pagpatay pero.. at the same time, I was happy. Knowing he was there for V.

V still has him. And I know Ten won't leave her. I know he won't be controlled over like me and Vanther. He's not that foolish and weak bastard like me.

Ten's POV

Pagkatapos kong kumain, andito ako ngayon sala habang naghihintay kay ate na mabalik sa wisyo nya.

I've been silently waiting for her to speak and notice me for almost 30 mins. already. Ang lalim ng iniisip nya.

"Oh Ten? Tapos ka na pala kumain?"

"Kanina pa ate"

"Kanina pa?" may pagka gulat nyang tanong habang napahilot sa noo nya

"You're drown on your thoughts kaya hindi mo 'ko napansin dito. Anything bothering you, ate?"

It took her 3 seconds to answer.

"I want to kill her." she answered seriously

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May kasunod pa 'to! Tataposin ko muna hehe
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