Crowns of Laurel

015-An Indirect Confession [Monologue]

𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗙𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡 𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗟

۝ 𝐔𝐍𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍
ʲᵘˢᵗ ⁿᵒʷ•
I have been searching for an answer these past few days. Everything seems to be unclear and confusing. Surges of emotions crawl through my brain as I figure out why I'm feeling this. the jealousy I feel proves the fact that I do like you. There's no point in denying it anymore.

Past experiences have pushed me to close my door but I didn't expect that you would be able to wiggle your way in. You have successfully entered my world but it sucks that I can't enter yours.

Maybe I'll just have to accept the fact that you are a star and that I should be contented with admiring you from afar.

But why does it have to be this hard? It hurts already and this is only the beginning.

Should I stop my feelings? But how do I stop that?

Should I leave this world? But I don't think I can do that.

Should I tell you how I feel? I'm already doing that. Indirectly.

I guess I'm scared to find out what you think of me or if you do feel something for me.

I don't know what you did for me to fall this hard. You came into my life and confused the hell out of me. I thank you for that.

So should I continue my feelings or not?