Crowns of Laurel

016-The Light in my Darkness [Monologue]

You know what my biggest flex is?
Having a woman who supports me in my best interests
Who's always there for me when I'm feeling blue
and who loves me the way I am

I feel so lucky to have such an amazing person in my life
How amazing? Well she's so good at aiming
She can hit you with her magic slippers from a mile away
And she is so fast that you won't be able to outrun her in a hanger chase

Kidding aside, she is truly amazing
She was my first teacher
My first playmate
My first doctor
My first best friend and she always will

Of course, she has her flaws and imperfections
She gets mad easily
She scolds me when I do something stupid
She has made me cry countless times

I held grudges towards her
My mind was eaten by the fact that she didn't care
I was lost in a dark and empty room
believing that she doesn't love me
but then a door opened out of nowhere...

I saw her hardships just to feed me
I saw how she struggled to give me the things that I need
I saw how she endured everything to give me the things that I want
I saw how much she has sacrificed just to put us through school

And there I was crying, staring at the opened door
There stood my mother holding her hand out for me
All I could do was lower my head and say sorry multiple times
I want to apologize for all my stubbornness and for resenting her
I want to thank her for everything she has done for me
And I want her to know how much I love her.
So I did...

She gave light to the darkness inside me
She's the reason why I get back up after getting knocked down
She is my main inspiration in everything that I do
She's the main reason why I'm here

I love you, Nay ♡

10/25/21 2:01 am