The Winter Soldiers Tribrid

Chapter 5

-Y/N'S POV-

I woke up to banging on the window. We both had fallen asleep. I looked up to see Steve standing staring in. God it must look so wrong. We both woke up and unlocked the car so Steve could open the door. "What is happening right now you guys disappeared for like 2 hours." Steve said, slightly annoyed. "Shit" I heard Bucky mutter as I got up. "Come on there is someone who would like to see you." Steve told me with a small smile on his face but fear in his eyes which caused me to start worrying. We got out of the car and Bucky wouldn't leave my side. It was like he was glued to it. When we got to the house I went to grab the door handle but stopped as my hand hovered over it. I hadn't been here since I was 15. Am I ready to go inside? Am I ready to see this mystery person? What if it was someone from my family? What if it was a Mikaelson? What if it was a Hydra agent? All of a sudden you felt a hand on your shoulder that snapped you out of your thoughts you had somehow walked back to the car and your breathing was uneven.

"Hey hey hey are you ok. you were like zoned out and then started walking back here and your breathing was messed up. Are you sure your ready for this?" Bucky asked, noticing my discomfort. "Ya I'm fine I just started thing of who this person could be." I replied not wanting to give too much information. "You know you'll be safe as long as you're with me." Bucky told me, trying to comfort me. It made me feel warm inside until I remembered what he did to me. "I don't know how I can feel around you. Sometimes I feel safe sometimes I feel like I'm a burden like I don't belong or that I'm just causing problems, and sometimes I feel like I'm in danger like anyone can hurt me at any minute." I told him finally willing to be truthful, at least about this. "Y/N I am so sorry. But I will never hurt you ever again and I will do anything and everything to protect you. So it doesn't matter who is inside, if they a finger on you I will make them regret it.'' He told me to try to make me feel safe and it was slightly working. So I nodded my head and he grabbed my hand and led me inside. It didn't change one bit. Some new photos were up but other than that nothing.

That's when I saw the girl. She was sitting on the couch talking to Elena and Damon. she turned around when she heard the floor creak . "Y/N?" She asked standing up. she walked over to me and Bucky's grip on my hand tightened. "Do you remember me? You were young like 3 but do you?" She asked with hope in her eyes. "Not fully but I do recognize you. Who are you?" I asked her slightly curious myself. "I'm you Aunt Rebekah, you called me Aunty Bex when you were younger." she said as she laughed. Memories were slowly coming back. I remember playing dress up with her. I looked at Bucky for reassurance and he nodded. I let go of his hand and hugged her. Unlike the others I remembered her. But I pulled back after a minute.

"Wait, you said you last saw me when I was 3 but my parents gave me up when I was born so how did you still see me?" I asked her with slight anger in my voice but also confused she was either lying or I was told lies. "That's the thing, your parents gave you to me so I could take you away and keep you away from the dangers that came with being a Mikaelson. But then all of it came to me and you weren't safe anymore, so I gave you to Miranda and Grayson. They had kids around your age so I knew you would be safe. It was one of the hardest things we had to do." she told me whilst trying to keep me calm. I just walked away from here and back to Bucky where I knew I felt safe, and then a girl with brown hair walked in the door and stood beside Rebekah. "Is this her?" she asked, staring at me. "Yes but she's a bit skittish." Rebekah told her not wanting to scare me again.

She started talking but I couldn't understand it. I then realised it was getting harder and harder to breathe. Before I could think of it I latched myself on to Bucky and buried my head into his chest. He held me close and I heard him ask Elena if there was somewhere he could take me more private and she told him to follow her. "Are you okay to move?" he asked as he whispered in my ears. I nodded and started walking, not letting go of the people yelling behind me. They took me to my old room and we walked in. Elena left us alone understanding that I just needed time to gather myself. Once the door was closed I let it all out.

Bucky brought me to the bed and sat me down. "It's ok," he whispered. "Just follow my breathing ok." he said and I nodded. "In and out." he said over and over again while I tried my best to match his breathing. Once my breathing was normal I decided to say something. "I don't want to go back down there, Not until they're all gone I can't stay here if they're just gonna bombard me with questions. It's getting late and I just want to go to sleep. I'm tired and stressed." I said, trying to stop crying. "Ok that's okay. I understand I'll let everyone know." he told me quietly as he left, leaving the door open.