The Winter Soldiers Tribrid

Chapter 7

-Y/N'S POV-

He took my hand and led me outside. I didn't know where we were going to go or what we are going to do. "Where do you want to go first?" he asked me with a smile on his face.  "Umm.. I am not really sure. We could go breakfast at the grill." I suggested hoping there wouldn't be to many people who recognized me. I don't think I could deal with the stress of that after last night. "Ya sure. How far is it?" he asked me breaking me out of my thoughts. "Not to far, Walking distance." I replied trying not to think of last night. 

We started walking to the Grill but I never left Buckys side. When we got there I stooped at the door and started in through the window. It barley changed.  Then I saw a girl. She was at the house last night but not Rebekah the other one. I didn't say anything to Bucky because I didn't want to worry him. He opened the door for me and I was holing she didn't see me when we walked in. 

A waiter came up to us when we sat down at the table but it wasn't just any waiter. "Matt!" I yelled hugging him. "Y/N? Where have you been? We all thought you were dead." he said while hugging me back. "I know its a long story. For another day. But we are just here for breakfast. Oh I almost forgot this is Bucky." I said gesturing towards Bucky. He nodded his head at Bucky and went back on his phone. "Hi ya of course do you know want or would you like a menu? The menu has changed since you were last here." He asked us I looked at Bucky not sure but he looked unfazed not even looking up from his phone. It looked like he was texting someone. "Ya we will take some menus." I told Matt with a smile. Mat left to go get them and I sat down. "Who are you texting." I asked Bucky curious why he was on his phone. he never went on it like ever at least not from what I've seen. "Oh no one. Did you order?" He said finally putting it down to look at me. I could tell he was lying but I just shrugged it off. "No Matts just gone to get us some menus." I told him while I fiddled with my fingers. Matt brought us the menus and walked away.  

When we were done eating we went to my old high school and the clock tower. We were making our way to see Bonnie when Bucky finally broke the silence. "What is wrong with you? you haven't said anything for over 20 minutes and that's unlike you. Is it because of last night?" he asked me standing in front of me so I couldn't walk away. "I don't know. I just don't feel like talking." I said not wanting to tell him that I was afraid. "You're lying. I can tell because when you're lying you don't look me in the eyes. So tell me what's actually wrong." he said holding my hands. "I just don't know who I can trust anymore and I'm afraid." I told him finally giving in. I knew I couldn't lie to him and that was becoming a problem because that meant I was starting to let him and I wasn't able to that. "Afraid of me? Me?" he asked his breath shaky. "No. Of myself, of my family, of my friends, of everyone. I'm afraid that something is gonna happen or that someone will get hurt." I said feeling the water ball up in my eyes. He pulled me in and I buried my head in his chest. I knew I had to stop this. Stop leading him on but I couldn't. I think I like him and I'm scared of that.

We stayed like that for a while until I broke out of the hug. "Can we go home?" I asked him not wanting to see anyone else today. I already cut it close with the girl in the Grill I didn't want to take my chances. "ya sure just one second." He told me and took his phone out and started texting someone. I seen a glimpse of the name. He was texting Steve. Some of my worries slowly went away. He put his phone down and took my hand as we started walking down the street back home.  It took about to 10 minutes to get back to the house but it was an okay 10 minutes. we didn't talk we just walked. It was nice. When we got back I saw Elena sitting on the couch with Jeremy and Steve in the kitchen. We took off our shoes and my way our way to the dining table. Bucky got me a glass of water and sat down. we were talking with everyone and then I heard a door open. I jumped up because no one else was supposed to be here. Then the  girl from last night came into the room.

Bucky jumped up and grabbed my arm. "I thought I said she didn't want to see anyone." Bucky yelled slightly annoyed. At this point I was confused. Then it hit me this must be why Bucky was texting Steve. "It her mom Buck. I couldn't tell her no" Steve replied with a tone of sorry in his face. I looked at the girl as I got out of Bucky's grasp and walked closer to her. "How do I know your my real mom?" I asked her, getting right to the point. "This." she said as she pulled down her sleeve revealing a moon birthmark similar to mine. I grabbed a wet paper towel and wiped of my shoulder, removing the makeup to show the same birthmark. I looked at her for a minute and then sat back down beside Bucky. "Y/N? I'm Hayley I Just wanted to meet you. I can leave now if you want." She told me in a calm tone. She was nicer then the others. "No. Stay I want to get to know you." I told her smiling. I really did want to get to know her, all of them, but it was hard for me to let people in.  So I decided to start with her. What's the worst she can do? She already hurt me once why would she do it again. 

Everyone else eventually left giving us space and we talked. It was nice. She told me about my family, about being supernatural, what its like and what to prepare for, and I told her about my life leaving out the hydra part. I wasn't quite ready to share that yet. We talked until dinner when she said she had to go. 

Elena ordered pizza and we all sat down to eat. They all talked amongst themselves while I sat there quietly. I saw Bucky look over to me and he put his hand on  my high trying to stop it from bouncing. I hadn't noticed until he tried stopping it. "Are you ok?" he asked quietly so only I heard. I just nodded my head in response not wanting to talk. I was thinking about everything that Hayley said about my family. I was debating on talking to them, meeting them. I knew we had to go back to New York soon though so I didn't want to stay long. I did want to see Bonnie, Caroline and Stefan though. So tomorrow I will go see them and see some family but I'm not sure yet. Maybe my aunt Freya. Hayley and Rebekah both mentioned her and said she can help me with my witch side but I might have to go to New Orleans for that though. 

They did say that my uncle Elijah was nice and that I could trust him so maybe I would see him. Before I could think anymore Steve snapped me out of my thought. "Y/N. Earth to Y/N. Did you here anything we said?" He asked me once he got my attention. "Hmm? Oh um sorry no. What did you say?" I asked him. "We said we are gonna have to go back soon. Tony wants us home he needs our help." he said with a slight frown on his face. "Oh, okay." I said slightly disappointed. "I'm going to bed goodnight." I said while getting up to leave the table. When I got into my room the first thing I did was get out of my dress and into pajamas. I laid down on the bed and turned on the TV. While I was looking for something to put on to watch Bucky came in. "Hey." I said turning off  the TV and setting the remote down. 

"Hey. Are you okay, You seemed off all day." he asked me as he sat down on the bed. "Ya I'm fine just taking a while to adjust that's all." I said as he laid down beside me. "Come here." he said motioning me to come closer. I buried my head in his chest and felt safe. I could feel my eyes start to fil with water as he wrapped his arms around  me. "I know when your lying Y/N. What's really going on?" he asked me. "I don't know everything is just changing so fast and I'm finally meeting my family who I thought didn't want me, I'm Debating on going to New Orleans with Hayley so I can learn more about my family but then I don't want to leave you and then what if they don't like me or I'm not what they thought I was, or someone gets hurt, or my aunt Freya teaches me magic and I and can't control it." I rambled having to stop because I couldn't breathe. I took a few deep breathes and then looked up. Bucky looked down to m and took the hair out of my face. "Don't worry about any of that. If you want to go to New Orleans I will take you, and your family will love you, and I know you can control your magic because you are strong and beautiful and caring and loving and you would never hurt anyone. But I think you should go to New Orleans and I will take you ok." he said in a calming tone while holding me close. "Ya, ok." I said as felt myself slowly drift off.