The Winter Soldiers Tribrid

Chapter 19

When I called the phone rang for a little while until Bucky answered it. "Hey Doll. How did it go?" he asked. 

"Okay. I met one of my aunts. She seemed nice and I met two other people named Josh and Marcel and they seemed nice too." I replied trying to sound happy even though I wasn't. I didn't want to be here but I had to be. 

I needed help with my blood lust and magic. I didn't want to be around the others incase I hurt them. I would die inside if something happened to Bucky. "Are you sure? You sound upset." I heard him ask. 

I could feel the tears flooding the back of my eyes. My throat started to burn as I felt a tear slide down my cheek. "Ya I'm just tired." My voice cracked and I knew than that I gave myself away.

"One second." He said before hanging up the phone. Fuck he was gonna video call me. I couldn't, that would make it even worse. 

I was right, a second later he was video calling me. I answered trying to not to let the tears fall. "Hey. Why did you video call me?" 

"Because I wanted to see you. Y/N are you really okay. You don't sound it." His voice sounded so soft and calming. 

"Ya. I'm just a tad tired." I replied as another tear slid down my face. Shit Shit Shit. 
"Y/N no your not, what's wrong?" 

"I need you. I don't want to be like this. I hate it. I have this voice in my head telling me that I need to feed, that I need to kill every person I see. All I think about is ripping into their neck. I can't buck. Please. I just need you. " I cried as I felt all the tears break lose. 

"I'm on my way. I'll be there in an hour or so, okay?" 
I nodded and he ended the call. I decided I was gonna take a bath and try to calm my self down while I waited for him.