My brothers bestfriend (A.M fanfiction) [EDITING]

Chapter 11 | jealous part 2

...Austin
"What's up " I say looking at him
"Nothing just wanted to see you"he responds as he lays he's head comfortably on my shoulder I blush but no one could tell because it was dark.
"Do you want a drink" he continues
"Yes please ...we'll if you don't mind" I say sheepishly as he unwraps he's arm from my waist.

"Of course I don't mind" he cooed as he placed my chin into his hands before heading into the kitchen.
Right now, i was on my own because Sarah and Hazel wanted to dance but I declined the offer so I could hang out with Austin more. I couldn't help smiling to myself.
Thinking that Austin actually liked hanging out with me.

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I've been waiting here 30 minutes and Austin still isn't back.
I'm probably being paranoid he probably had to go toilet or he forgot to get my drink ...so he could talk to his other friends?
To answer my train of thoughts I'm going to look for him. The last place I saw him enter was the kitchen.
So, I decide to weave myself through the ground towards the kitchen.
As I enter I look and see him and Camilla eating each other's faces off.
I felt so stupid and embarrassed.
How could I of thought that Austin Mahone genuinely liked me as more then friends?
I just stood their frozen in shock.
I didn't even cry I just stood there frozen.
How could I possibly have the right to cry when I don't know him.
On top of that hazel and Sarah did warn me off him.
My chest clenched as I watch them not even caring about anyone presence who surrounded them. Especially mine.
But why did I feel this way. I knew it wasn't love as it had only been 4 months.
Maybe it was disappointment. Or a feeling of stupidity that I actually thought I might have a chance with Austin?
I just walked out of the kitchen into the living room where everyone was dancing. I couldn't be here no more.
I was mortified.
I pushed through the crowd to get to the door.
I took off my heels as they were killing my feet then started walking to the direction of hazels house.
As i continued down the pavement I felt a drop of water hit my bare shoulder
I looked up at the pitch black sky and saw a grey cloud forming meaning it was going to rain.
All of a sudden it starts to pour down raining. I didn't have chance to be frustrated by my unlucky streak.
So, I begun to run only hearing my thumps of my feet hit the uneven concrete.

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When I reached hazels house I just sit on her porch with soaking wet clothes, hair and runny make up with sore feet.
I decide to look at my phone and see I've got :
10 missed calls off hazel
12 texted messages off Sarah
1 texted from dad to see if I'm ok and safe
2 missed calls off Robert and Zach
And 3 missed calls and texted messages off Alex
All wondering where I am and if I'm safe
But no messages or missed calls from Austin
Why am I not surprised. I just laughed bitterly.
"Daisha!
"Dashi!
"Daisha! where are you" I hear voices call from a distances
"There she is " I see Zach say as the rest run up to me
"Oh my god! Daisha we've been worried sick ...where have you been and why did you run off like that!" Hazel says with relief but worry in her eyes
I didn't want to tell her yet
"I just needed some space ... it was too claustrophobic and then it started raining so my make up is ruined and my feet are sore!" I rambled on
The others just laugh at me
"Come on let's get you in ...you must be freezing"Sarah adds as she wraps her cardigan around my shoulders
"Thanks guys ... I'm sorry i made you panic like that" I say truthfully
"It's ok ...just next time tell us if you need some time on your own or at least tell us where your going " Alex says while rubbing my back
I just nod as we all enter the house but no sign of Austin
I don't know why I even liked him.
Sarah and Hazel were right he's a dick ...i deserved better than him.
But I still couldn't help but be jealous.

Jealousy is the worst emotion.

The most bitter.

It eats you up,

Consumes you.

You over think, and over think, until you can't think any more.

So you just have to sit alone while your insides rip themselves apart.

All because you can't stand the thought of him being with her.

Which is true I can't stand him being near her I want him to be mine only mine!

So thats what Ive learnt today ...that if he can't see who truly cares for him them fuck him

Your sincerely

Daisha xxx

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