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18 - Conversations

Jimin nuzzled his forehead against Jungkook's smooth chest, the heat in the room dissipating soon. Jungkook had his arms wrapped around Jimin's small frame as he held him closely. It was this very feeling that Jungkook grew to love. The feeling of importance that he gained whenever he was around Jimin.

Jimin began to draw patterns on Jungkook's lower stomach as he thought about whatever happened today. He realized that Jungkook texted him earlier with a reason. He wanted to see him for something because he wasn't in a good mood.

"Kookie... You said you weren't in a good mood earlier. Why is that?" Jimin asked, as he drew patterns on Jungkook's lower stomach.

The younger just sighed as he thought on whether or not he should answer. However, if he wanted to get closer to Jimin, he'd have to be open.

"Today was a bit of a tough day for me. It's my parents' death anniversary and I'm a little shaken up about it," Jungkook said as he rested his chin on Jimin's hair. The older nodded in Jungkook's chest as they lay in the bed still nude, laying in each other's arms.

"How many years has it been?" Jimin asked softly.

"Uhm... I think it's seven years. Yeah, seven years," Jungkook responded.

"I guess it's still tough on you even after so many years," Jimin whispered.

"Yeah... Yeah, it is. I don't want to talk about it right now. I'm feeling a bit better being here with you so let's not glum the mood," Jungkook said. Truthfully, he wasn't ready to talk about it. He hasn't spoken about it in years and the only person who really knew how he felt was Yoongi. Yoongi was with Jungkook for years so he understood Jungkook's feelings without him even speaking. Jimin still had to learn about Jungkook if they saw a future with each other.

"But do you really feel better, Kookie? Just because we slept together doesn't mean you magically feel better. You can talk about it, you know? It's okay to feel things, sometimes," Jimin spoke before he lifted his head to look up into Jungkook's eyes.

"I... I know but, it's hard for me. I have more time with you in the future to talk about my dead parents. Right now, we can focus on something else," Jungkook spoke as he looked down at the blonde angel.

"Hmm, okay... Just know that when you want to open up, I'll be here to listen," Jimin offered, making Jungkook nod before he leaned down to peck Jimin's forehead. He did trust Jimin, it was just hard for him to open up.

"On another note... Why aren't you at work?" Jimin asked as he lifted his eyebrow, looking up at Jungkook.

"Shit. Shit, I forgot about my job," Jungkook cursed under his breath before he turned around to check the time on the clock. 20:32.

"Oh well..." Jungkook shrugged as he turned around and continued to pull Jimin further into his chest.

"Aren't you going?" Jimin asked curiously as he allowed Jungkook to hold him closely in the darkness of the room.

"Nope. I'm already late and they pay me for every day that I work. I don't usually take days off so I'll just text my boss. I'd like to lay here with you until tomorrow morning without being disturbed," Jungkook said as he brought a hand up to run his fingers through Jimin's blonde and damp locks.

"And won't you work out tomorrow morning?" Jimin asked in Jungkook's chest.

"Nope. Like I said, I'll lay with you until we have to leave for school. We don't see each other a lot and I'd like to get to know you more," Jungkook said.

"You really don't have to prioritise me, Jungkook," Jimin whispered against Jungkook's chest as his arm was around Jungkook's waist. 

"I do. You deserve to be put first, for once," Jungkook said. Jimin felt butterflies. Jungkook was so mature for his age, even if he was six years younger. 

"Where do we go from here?" Jimin asked before he left a chaste kiss to Jungkook's tattooed right pec. 

"Break up with her... I'll graduate soon and then we can be together," Jungkook suggested as his hand rested on Jimin's waist. 

"But we've already slept together," Jimin pouted as he nuzzled his nose into Jungkook's chest, his blonde hair tickling the younger's chest. 

"Yes, I know, but we should stop... You said we can't get caught, right? If we continue like this, we're not going to be able to hide our relationship at school so for now, let's keep this on the downlow," Jungkook said.

"So like, before we get attached further, let's just keep things going slow and steady?"

"Yes. We should talk about this after you break up with that demon, but let this be motivation for you to get rid of her," Jungkook said to Jimin as he moved to lay on his back. Jimin adjusted his head onto Jungkook's chest, as the younger lay on his back.

"Enough about her... She makes me sad. Uhm... Why do you work? And especially at that club?" Jimin asked the younger as he drew patterns over Jungkook's lower abs. The younger was so beautiful when he was nude. It was a weird thought but while Jimin felt insecure, he thought that Jungkook was really sexy and what made him even hotter was his confidence. If only Jimin knew that the younger was just as insecure.

"It's close to my home, and they pay well. I needed to work because I live with my aunt, and she isn't wealthy since her job is basic. And, I started working so I could help her out," Jungkook said, causing Jimin to smile to himself.

"You're really thoughtful," Jimin smiled to himself as he drew patterns on Jungkook's lower stomach.

"I try to be. You never know when someone needs a helping hand. In life, we can't afford to let our loved ones be an afterthought," Jungkook said as he hugged Jimin.

"You're absolutely correct," Jimin laughed cutely, making Jungkook feel that usual tingle down his spine. Jimin's beautiful laugh made Jungkook feel so good.

The younger flipped them over to have Jimin laying on his back in the bed, tangled up in their messy sheets as Jungkook held himself up with his arms.

"Your laugh is the most beautiful sound I've ever heard. Did I tell you that?" Jungkook asked as he hovered over Jimin, the older's smaller body looking so beautiful against the blue bedsheets.

"Uhm... I don't think so," Jimin blushed as he answered shyly. God, Jungkook just made him feel all the right things. All those emotions that made him feel as if he was a teenager.

"Well, I'm saying it now. You have such a pretty laugh, Jimin. It's my favorite sound," Jungkook said, causing Jimin to blush further.

"Th-thank you," Jimin was flustered as he spoke.

"Don't thank me for being honest," Jungkook chuckled at how Jimin was. He was so much older but he was so submissive and adorable that Jungkook couldn't stop his heart from growing attached sometimes.

The younger then leaned down to press a kiss to Jimin's sternum while he held himself up. The older fluttered his eyes closed as his body tingled with the feeling of Jungkook's lips on his body.

"I think it would be a very good idea to have a shower and change these sheets. Your cum is everywhere, baby," Jungkook teased as he pressed another kiss to Jimin's sternum. The older just blushed as he agreed. He had no idea why Jungkook made him feel more submissive than usual. He just had such an intimidating and dominating aura since the start, and it really drew Jimin in.

The two got off the bed, Jimin's legs feeling a little weak as Jungkook helped him remove the sheets and replace them, before they went to shower. It was still early but they had to sleep by ten o'clock if they wanted to be well rested for school tomorrow. Jungkook just wanted school to be over so he could stop waking up early. He hated that the most.

The both of them were showering together, but Jimin kept thinking. He wanted to break up with Eunha, that was for sure. And of course, Jungkook seemed serious but the problem was that Jungkook was still so young. What if he didn't want Jimin in the future? Jimin was so scared of that fact. He was already so attracted to Jungkook and it would be such a shame if Jungkook one day decided that Jimin wasn't right for him.

However, for the time being, Jimin pushed the thought away. He knew he was just being anxious about the whole thing. He didn't want to think too far ahead. He had a problem of over thinking and he really tried to stop. But, with Jungkook's arms around him as they showered together, it was beginning to get very difficult for them to contain their emotions much longer.