Teach Me | Jikook Smut | [✓]

22 - Confidence

Jimin pulled Jungkook closer for an embrace, their naked and sweaty bodies flushed together as Jungkook still hovered over Jimin.

"Thank you," Jimin whispered into Jungkook's ear as he nuzzled his head into Jungkook. The younger hugged Jimin back as his heart rate escalated.

"Don't thank me," Jungkook chuckled as he brushed his nose against Jimin's neck. "I'm not doing much. I'm being honest with you, that's all. There's nothing about you that deserves mistreatment," Jungkook said.

"I always thought it was my fault so I just never tried to look at it in my favor," Jimin said, before Jungkook rolled off him onto the side, to lay on Jimin's left like before. The both of them were nude, but Jimin liked looking at Jungkook's body. Not in a perverted sense; he just thought that Jungkook was truly magnificent.

"Could you tell me more about your past relationships and how they were?" Jungkook asked as he opened his left arm for Jimin to cuddle into. The older did so, feeling calm to be next to Jungkook. The younger may have been intimidating but he exuded calm energy. That's what Jimin sought after. The feeling of being so at peace with someone; even if they made him feel an overwhelming amount of love and affection. He just wanted to be calm with someone. Not scared, not insecure.

"Well... They weren't physically abusive. They never really hurt me until my last girlfriend slapped me. That was the first time someone was physically violent with me, but they would usually abuse me mentally and emotionally. Say things that they know will hurt me and leave a mark. That's why I tend to doubt myself. I've always been told that I'm worthless and no one will really love me the way I want them to. Some people even tried to manipulate me into believing that they said those things out of love. I guess with time, I grew to believe those things," Jimin shrugged as he rested the back of his head on Jungkook's left bicep.

Jungkook listened to Jimin, feeling a small tug at his heart after knowing his baby was mistreated a lot. He didn't want Jimin to ever think that he wasn't worth proper and true love. Love had many different ways, and there was no correct way to love someone, but feeding someone with manipulative words to make them think that they aren't worth the world wasn't love. When you love someone, you want to see a smile on their face no matter the situation. And that's exactly how Jungkook felt about Jimin. He was just too scared to tell the older. He knew it was too soon to throw around the word.

"Baby... I truly am sorry that you went through that. But, I want you to remember that not everyone will value you - the real you. Not everyone will be able to see how amazing you are but that's okay, because you just need the right people to see your worth. And, the right people will love you unconditionally. You just have to believe that you're worth the proper care and love," Jungkook said. He really wasn't good with words before but now that he met Jimin, he wanted to learn the entire dictionary just to be able to fully convey himself to the older. He wanted to be good to Jimin.

The older smiled at the brunette, before he gave a chaste peck to Jungkook's chest. 

"Thank you for that. I'll be sure to keep that in mind," Jimin smiled as they slowly began to close their eyes.  Today was Wednesday and they had school today so they were tired, but at the moment, it was nearly one in the morning on Thursday and they both had to wake up soon. 

Jungkook felt Jimin drifting off to sleep against his chest, just as exhausted as he was. The younger smiled to himself before he turned them into a comfortable position, both men sleeping on their sides as Jimin buried his head in Jungkook's chest. 

"Goodnight, my sweet," Jungkook whispered against Jimin's hair before he turned the bedside lamp off. Jimin hummed as he snuggled closer into Jungkook, on the verge of falling asleep.