Wounded (COMPLETED)

Chapter 7

Alex POV

Ibinagsak niya sa harapan nito ang Cellphone niya kung nasaan may Picture ng Prosthetic

"What is it?" Tanong nito bago kunot noong tiningnan ang inabot niyang Cellphone. Nawala ang kunot noo nito ng makita ito -

"Ahh nakita mo na pala, Nasukat mo ba kung okay?"

"Well Thanks but no Thanks. I don't want it. I don't need it - sinabi ko ba na gumawa or magpagawa ka ng ganyan?" Galit na sikmat niya dito

"Alex-

"If it's fuckin pity why you wanted to make one for me I dont want it. Hindi ako mayabang but if I wanted something like this I should have made it a long time ago. But I don't want it"

"I didn't mean to offend you & it was never pity - Pasensya na kung it offended you in anyway - I just wanted to do something for you"

"Hindi ko kailangan, hindi ko hiniling. Because I want to see these metals everyday. A reminder of what my life had been" turo niya sa paa niya "I will help in developing it - madaming ibang may kailangan dun hindi ako" dagdag niya

Lalabas na sana siya ng bigla siya nitong hinabol at hinila Before pinning her on the wall

"Anu ba ang dapat kung gawin para makabalik ako sa buhay mo?" Tanong nito sa kanya "it was suppose to be a surprise for you pero kailangan namin ng measurements. It's a good thing sinabi na niya sayo kasi baka pala kung ibigay na surprise eh napabalik lang" Malungkot na sabi nito

"I aint an un-grateful bitch. At wala kang dapat gawin para bumalik sa buhay ko - I don't want you. I don't want anybody e-"

Pero bago pa niya matapos ang sasabihin she already found his lips pressed to her's

She found herself responding to his kisses again.

Pareho silang hingal ng maghiwalay ang labi nila

"You still don't want me? - your actions says Differently" nakangiting sabi nito sa kanya

Napatitig siya dito before grabbing him back down pero ito na ang pumigil sa kanya

"If you do that I know I won't be able to stop myself again" Paos na sabi nito saka siya hinawakan sa magkabilang balikat.

Dun siya nagising - She gently pushed him away and went out the door before cursing herself

How the heck did she put her guard down again

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Paglabas niya ng Office dahil may kinuha siya nakita niya si Troy na nasa labas - agad na sinalubong siya nito

"Would you want to go out for Dinner?" Agad na tanong nito

"Sure" agad na sagot niya wala na siyang balak humindi or makipag bargain pa dito knowing him he will not stop

Tahimik na nag byahe sila papunta sa Boston kung saan sila madalas kumain dati - they placed their orders and quitely wait for it.

"Tapos na ba ang VL mo?" He asked breaking the ice

"Hindi pa may isang linggo pa"

"Bakit ka andito, you should be out there enjoying it"

"I did, pero palagi kang sumusulpot at sinisira ito" diretchong sagot niya dito

Hinawakan nito ang kamay niya "Can I have another chance?"

"No" walang prenong sagot niya dito

"Hindi ako titigal hanggang hindi mo ulit ako tanggapin"

"Parang siguradong sigurado ka"

"From how you respond to my kisses of course" kampanteng sabi nito

"Oh hell" inis na sagot niya saka mabilis na tumayo at iniwan ito

Sa parking lot na siya nito nahabol.

"Stop avoiding and running away from this kinds of conversations - Mahal kita mula noon hanggang ngayon hindi yun nagbago - I know we both feel the same" malakas na hila nito sa kanya making her face to face with him

"Mahal?" Malakas na tanong niya saka hampas at tulak dito

"Mahal nanaman? Parang nung huling narinig ko yan sayo tinalikuran mo lang ako. Nawala kang parang bula tapos bumalik kang parang magic kung kelan kasalukuyan ko pang binubuo ulit yung wasak at pinino mo na pagkatao ko. Tapos ngayon sasabihin mong mahal mo nanaman ako? Ang simple naman yata niyan. Anu yun? Forget and Forget umpisa ulit tayo part 2 ang drama? Putangina hindi mo ba alam na matagal ko ng sinuka yang salitang mahal?" Iyak niya dito. Bumuhos lahat ng emosyon niyang nakatago sa katawan

"Alex - I never stopped loving you. Bigyan mo ulit ako ng huling pagkakataon. This time babawi ako sayo"

"Kahit pa siguro bigyan kita hanggang sampung pagkakataon sa huli you will forever choose to break my heart and the whole me. Tangina eh - Sasabihin mong mahal mo ako pero wala manlang explanation kung bakit mo ako nilayasan at tinalikuran"

Biglang natigilan ito

"Anu ha! Anu! Ganun nalang Parang joke ka eh puro ka Mahal mahal - anu give me a proper explanation why" sikmat niya dito saka niya ito pinagtutulak

"Dahil hindi ko kayang makita kang ganyan!" He shouted back

"Na alam ko na dahil sa akin kaya ka nagkaganyan. It took me a fuckin year to even accept it, at hanggang ngayon kinakain pa ako ng consensya ko. Hinanda ko ang sarili ko para bumalik sayo na stable ang utak - sabi ko tama na lalayo na ako Because I don't want to cause you more pain but hindi ko kinaya. Lalo nanaman nung nakita kita ng biglaan sa VivaLoca B&B. Hindi mo alam kung gaanu ako kasayanh nakita ka - I wanted to tell you to forget everything start over again with me pero hindi ko kinaya-"

"Anung hindi mo kinaya? Anung consensya at guilt ang sinasabi mo? Sabi ko sayo dati it was nobodys fault it was an accident - ewan ko ba kung saan mo hinuhugot yang guilt guilt na sinasabi mo jan. All you have to do was to move on from the past nangyari na ang nangyari it was an accident-

"I was a little bit drunk from a little shot glass from the exhibit - hindi ko sinabi sayo kasi ayoko na ikaw ang magdrive dahil lang sa baba ng Alcohol Level ko. And -" He paused

"My sister was the one driving the car that hit us" hirap na sagot nito "She even got away because she was a minor at that time" paos na dagdag nito

Natigagal siya

Matagal siyang napatitig dito. Siguro kung may tunay siyang na isang paa. Maybe she would feel it turning like a Jelly.

She was staring at him with wide eyes. Nakita niyang yumuko ito before wiping away his tears

"I-I'm sorry" pagmamaka-awa nito habang pilit siyang hinahawakan

"B-Bakit walang nagsabi sa akin?" She couldnt find the words to ask. Atras niya

"Hindi alam ng pamilya mo. My Father used his connections to hide the truth and your Family was so focused on me being blind at that time"

"Anu pa ang dapat kung malaman? Sabihin mo na ngayon para buong buo kung malaman lahat" iyak na sigaw niya dito "Mula umpisa Tiniis ko ang lahat ng sinabi ng pamilya mo sa akin lalo na yung kapatid mo na siya pa talaga ang nagsabing hiwalayan kita. Tapos ganun pala? Oh Hell!" Malakas na sigaw niya
Habang patuloy ang pag agos ng luha.

"Alex" hirap na sabi nito saka siya hinawakan before pulling her close to him for a tight hug

Wala na siyang lakas para lumaban pa dito she just allowed herself to cry all the pain she have and everything she have inside. Mahigpit siya nitong yakap habang paulit ulit itong humihingi ng tawad sa kanya hanggang sa unti unti na siyang kumalma

"Alex, I can't loose you now. Please" he begged

"Of all people in the world, bakit ba ikaw
ang nagustuhan ko. At patuloy na minamahal ba't Hindi nalang iba na hindi ako bibigyan ng sama ng loob at hindi dudurugin ang puso ko" hirap na hirap na sabi niya dito but she allowed herself to cry on his embrace.

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Author's Note;

It took me 4 months to finally complete this Chapter.

Sumakit ang puso ko pagkatapos -