Just the way you are - Armin x Insecure chubby reader

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(Y/n) POV
I walk down the hall slowly the whispers haunting me 'how is she a soldier' 'how is she so big' 'she must steal food' 'why is Armin with her' that last one hurts the most. I've always been chubby it's just how I am, no matter how hard i try to loose the weight or exercise to tone it nothing works the flap just stays. The higher ups have come to learn this so they don't treat me any different, they don't push me harder or force me to eat less to loose the weight but...my comrades aren't that understanding. So every time I walk past people I always hear the whispers all about my weight and.....how I got a boyfriend and why he's with me. Armin arlert he is the sweetest person to exist he never makes comments on my weight he seems unbothered by it but now I think he just hides the fact it disgusts him. I mean who would love a fatty like me. Eventually I reach the mess hall for dinner I get my food and sit down but I don't feel like eating, my squad mates join me armin sitting next to me like always. They all eat and talk but I just sit there staring at my food, they all finish there food and I give mine to Sasha making up the excuse that I did eat some but wasn't very hungry. I continue this for weeks eating very little.

Armin pov
I'm worried about (y/n) she's been acting really weird and a little distance she's been looking really tired and is weak. She was one of the best soliders is the survey corps and now it looks like a slightly strong breeze could come by and she would crumble. I've been waiting for her to come to me but if anything she's getting more distant so I've decided I have to go to her.

I make my way to her room I raise my hand to knock but I stop when I hear shufflingI lean my head against the door and I hear signs that (y/n) is there to I gently open the door so she doesn't notice. I see her standing in front of the mirror just in her bra and panties I freak and go to close the door until I see the look on her face. She looks likes she's in pain, she starts tugging on her body pinching and pulling at her beautiful body leaving red marks where she gripping "why does armin love me? He probably doesn't really". She says on the verge of tears, this sends an arrow through my heart. I slip into the room and lean against the door pushing it shut she looks over at me as she hears the door click close. She freaks out trying to cover herself "what are you going armin?" I quickly walk up to her and pull her into a tight hug. "Why would you think I don't love you?"

(Y/n) pov
"Why would you think I don't love you?" He heard me... at this point everything I had been keeping in burst out and I sob into his shoulder and drop to the floor armin coming down with me "I'm so fat why do you love me?". Armin pushes me back a bit so he can look into my eyes "I love you because you are an amazing person, your kind, loyal, sweet, an amazing fighter and you love me, who care if you carry a bit extra weight you can't help it, your beautiful just the way you are okay, I love you just the way you are" he says he pulls me back into a tight hug "I love you armin" "I love you to, you need to start eating again it's not doing you any good I don't want to loose you because you collapsed in the middle of Titan territory" i nod my head. Armin places his soft lips on mine, gently pushing me back towards my bed until I fall back onto it, he starts kissing down my neck all the way down my body to my toes whispering 'your beautiful, your amazing, I love you' I can't help but sigh at the feeling. He comes back up sucking on my neck leaving hickies "now everyone will know I love you". He kisses me, we have a heated make out session which ended with me naked. I yawn after this emotion whirlwind I'm exhausted, "let's get some sunshine you've had a long day, let me get you some clothes" I quickly grab his wrist before me moves "no I'm good like this" he smiles. We quickly get comfortable cuddling and drift off to sleep together.

I know now that if I'm ever feeling bad about myself I can always got to armin to make me feel better.

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