Armin x reader oneshots and lemons

found out in time - Hanahaki armin x reader

(this was inspired by an armin asmr, so most of it isn't my original writing)(asmr by insomniac productions)
(Also I took the photo😋)

(@insomniacScripture)

no one pov

armin is in his room facing a big problem.

Armin pov
"Okay okay stay calm I've cleaned up the flower petals, no one is going to find out least of all her...no don't think about her, I don't want anyone to hear me. Don't think about her glimmering eyes, her sweet smile, her glossy hair, no don't think about her, think, think what's something else I can think about...the ocean! Yeah the ocean, it would be so amazing to see if live that long maybe if we both live that long we can see it together, no don't think about her."

"Oh no I can feel it coming" I start hacking flower petals eventually catching my breath whimpering at the pain it caused. I look down to see some blood on the petals "oh no" its getting worse I have to do something I cant just not think about her forever, what kind of person would I be if I did that. she's my friend she always has been, she always will be. oh no!" I feel the pressure build up in my throat and I know what's coming, I start hacking again I catch my breath again and see more blood, "bright red oxygenated blood my lungs are bleeding its all because of these STUPID ROSES. I have to do something, theoretically there should be a way to remove the flowers from my lungs, I could ask hange but they would likely try to play matchmaker again, I cant do that again thats what caused this because I was introduced to...her. when she didn't show any interest, I thought she didn't feel the same, no I knew it now I'm stuck feeling like this every time I think about her. all because I went to hange to ask if she knew anyone looking for a new friend because eren and Mikasa have begun separating themselves from me, I don't want to be a burden on anyone else but...I hate being by myself."

"Of course hange took it the wrong way and tried to set me up with, her and now I'm stuck like this. I'm probably going to die, not because she doesn't love me, well not solely because of that but because I'm weak. I cant even keep myself from thinking about her, even knowing it will save my life and It will spare me from so much pain. oh no, no" I feel it rise up in my throat again "ok, ok, I almost started thinking about her again, I wonder what everyone else would think if they saw me in this state they would probably think I'm weak, as they should. I am, oh god I can never let her find out about this if do she'll blame herself. I cant let her think this is her fault, its my fault no one else's, I made the mistake of going to hange, I made the mistake of trying to me a burden to someone else, I made the mistake of falling for her, someone I knew I could never have she shouldn't suffer thinking that this is her fault" the feeling returns again "oh no not again I can hear someone walking outside please not again". I try to hold it in but cant so I hack up the flower petals, I finish coughing when she pokes her head inside my room.

no one pov

"hey, hi , I...I didn't hear you knocking, I'm sorry I'm not feeling very well I think that you should go, I don't want to get you sick" armin just finishes his sentence when he starts hacking again, you move closer to try to help him "no, no stay away from me, stay away from me I'm fine, I told you I'm just sick you need to go" you look down at his feet and notice strange "are those rose petals?" you question "no, no, those aren't rose petal, there...I...I threw up ok, I threw up and I guess thats something that I ate, its nothing you should go before you catch whatever bug I have, please" you look your friend his hands covering his mouth trying to hide the blood in it and on his hands, you again try to step closer to him. "no, no please don't come closer to me please, please I'm begging you, please don't come closer to me. I'll start coughing again, I...I cant its getting so much more difficult to breathe, please stay away from me. I'm sorry I didn't want you to know about this, please just...just go and pretend you never saw this ok, that would make me feel better, ok" armin turns away from you expecting you to leave but you were no way going to leave him like this.