𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙽𝙴𝚇𝚃..?

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**Steve POV**

She kissed me. Like she actually kissed me. I want more. No Steve pull yourself together! It was clearly a mistake. But maybe it wasn't. The way she kissed me, oh and those lips. I want, no I need more.

Standing in place I watch as y/n leaves our room. Leaving me all alone in my thoughts, what did this mean for us now?

For a while now I knew I was feeling things for her, things I shouldn't but I couldn't help it. These last few months I'd realised how naive I'd been and how great she really was.

Now she's kissed me and now she was gone. I contemplate going after her but I figure we could both use some time to cool off. This conversation could wait until morning.

**THE NEXT MORNING, Y/N POV**

I barley slept a wink last night, mainly because the couch was unbelievably uncomfortable to sleep on, but also because of my stupidity in kissing Steve had me all flustered and confused. I sit motionless at the small island in the kitchen clinging onto my now cold cup of coffee, fixated on the wall in front of me. I don't even notice everyone making their way in and out.

"y/n?? Hellooo earth to y/n??" Finally a hand waving in my face knocks me out my trance and I look over to see Nat joining me at the kitchen island on one of the other stools. "Oh hey Nat, what's up?"

"Nothings up with me but clearly something is up with you."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean-" Nat grabs the stone cold cuppa coffee and takes it away from me "that you've been sat here long enough for this to go cold and haven't drank a single drop. Which isn't like you so come on spill."

"Nat seriously I'm-" just as I go to finish my sentence Steve walks into the kitchen with Bucky. Trying to avoid eye contact I twist my whole body so I'm now giving Nat my whole attention. Soon Tony, Thor, Sam and Clint follow suit and come join everyone.

"You're right Nat, sorry just didn't sleep so good."

"Knew it. Now drink this." She hands me a fresh cuppa coffee and I happily oblige trying to drink it as quickly as possible. "Woah slow down y/n you're gonna do yourself an injury."

I look over my mug and give her a scolding look. "Seriously y/n why the rush?" Once I've finished my coffee and slam the mug down on the counter before standing. "Oh you know, it's a busy life being an avenger. Have to save lives y'know." Swiftly I move over towards the living room area where I'd spent the night and grab my backpack. Swinging it over my shoulder I run my hands over my face before turning to leave the room.

"Before you go y/n!" I hear Nat call over.

"Yeah?" I turn facing the whole group.

"Girls night tonight? You, me, Wanda and Pepper? Wanda reckons she can get more guys numbers than you!"

This last remark calls a few looks around the room. Steve begins looking between Nat and I, when he gaze finally falls to me again I look back at him and I can see the tension in his face.

"Ha! She's on! You know I never lose, hey maybe I'll even actually hook up with one of them." Still remaining eye contact with Steve I can see his jaw clench. Smiling to myself to see how annoyed he is I go to leave them all so I can finally get into the room and ready for the day.

**Steve POV**

Watching y/n leave was infuriating.

Who does she think she is gloating like that. Hooking up with strangers isn't anything to gloat about.

"Steve? Dude?" Feeling Bucky's large arm on my shoulder rips me out my thoughts. "What?" I snap. "Geez dude calm down. Is this about last night? What even happened between you guys?"

"Who?"

"Is that a joke Steve? Y/n of course. What happened?"

"Nothing." I mumble before leaving the room. I needed to speak to y/n that kiss wasn't just nothing. It definitely meant something. To both of us.

Rushing down the corridor I turn towards the living quarters and I see her. Quickening my pace she must of heard me as she turns to see who it is. She spots me straight away and rolls her eyes.

"Hey! Y/N!" I shout after her, finally she stops in her path.

**Y/N POV**

"What do you want asshat?" I question whilst I turn to face Steve.

"What was that all about in there?" He questions coming to a stop and placing both hands on his hips.

"What was what?" I retort, I'm seriously not in the mood.

"You saying you're gonna hook up with a stranger."

Have I hit a nerve there Rogers?

"What's it to you? It's not like we even like each other." I go to turn and walk away but Steve's large hand wraps around my wrist stopping me.

"What about the kiss?" He asks so innocently and quite loud.

"Shhh! Will you keep your voice down." I whisper shout as I drag him to the side into a small passage between the corridor and a cleaning closet. "Seriously what is your problem Steve?" I ask through gritted teeth.

"My problem is you. You can't just kiss me like that and then pretend it didn't happen-"

"It was just a kiss. It didn't mean anything."

"Stop it." He says through gritted teeth slamming both palms against the wall startling me with my head now in between them trapping me.

"Stop what?" I retort.

"This. Pretending you don't care. Pretending it meant nothing. You're the one who kissed me."

"That may be so but it was a mistake and meant absolutely nothing." I say leaning my head back into the wall.

"Nothing huh? So you're telling me you didn't enjoy it?" His eyes flicker from mine to my lips.

"Not. One. Bit."

"Liar."

"It's all in your head it was a moment of madness. I was just wanting to see how you'd react."

"Is that so?" He says laughing slightly shaking his head, adjusting his hands slightly on the wall.

"Yes." I say confidently as a smirk forms on my face.

"So you won't be bothered if I do this?"

"Do what-" before I finish speaking Steve's lips come crashing to mine once more. And as last time it was heaven. His hands quickly move to cup my face his lips hungry for more. I try to resist but I just can't, subconsciously my hands move to his hips grabbing lightly and pulling him closer.

I was so blinded by the kiss I didn't care what might happen next. Then just like that he pulled away, us both lightly trying to catch our breaths. Pushing himself back resuming his hand position on the wall he smirks before speaking.

"It meant nothing huh? Funny that. Didn't seem like nothing. Enjoy tonight." Before I even have time to react he pushes himself off the wall and begins to walk away, leaving me all flustered and alone.

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a/n: Damn another kiss 👀 what is even happening people!? How'd you think the girls night will go?

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