Please stop giving me homework.
You have no idea what it is doing to me.
No sleep,
stress,
anxiety,
loss of focus.
I just want to enjoy my life. Is that to hard to ask for?
I already have to go to school every fucking day.
Tell me why I'm struggling to wake up in the mornings,
tell me why I have no energy left.
Its not like I don't do enough school work already.
It's not like I can't even fucking focus because I was up all night stressing about my coursework homework.
It's definitely not like I can only fit in 5 hours of sleep every night.
But guess what?
It is,
it really is like that.
Leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
Leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone LEAVE ME ALONE.
Please please please.
I'm eating too much.
Can't you see what your doing to me?
This is what your doing to me.
It turns me into a fucking psychopath for food.
I crave it, i binge and afterwards, all the guilt comes crashing down.
Can't I just be a normal 15 year old?
I'm a child, I'm only a child for god sake.
I'm tired.
Oh my god, I'm so tired.
Never call me lazy because this is what you made out of me.
Never call me fucking lazy because I did it do my homework.
Because I promise you,
It's so much more than that.
