♥︎︎Jade's POV♥︎
I feel bad for him... I don't know how long they have been engaged, but I know for a fact that he wouldn't just propose to a woman if he wasn't sure of the girl she actually is.
But again, I don't know if that was the scenario for this situation. I start feeling even worse for him, so I wrap my skinny arms around his torso.
And he takes a few seconds to realize what I'm doing before he accepts it, "I am so sorry Andy," I whisper into his ear as I rub his back soothingly.
"It's okay, she wasn't that good of a person anyway," he murmurs back as he buries his head into the crook of my neck.
Then a wave of curiosity washed over my brain. "Then why'd did you propose to her..?" I ask, he takes a while so I backtrack, "Sorry, you don't have to answer that.." "No, it's fine, really. I was just.." He drops off.
I pull away gently, "Just..?" I push, "I was trying to get over another girl," I feel my chest getting tighter and tighter at each breathe he and I take, so the feeling I always had with him was never even there.
"I - uh - w-who?" I ask trying to not let my voice crack. "Someone.." He says as he looks up, his stunning blue eyes full of regret. "You know you can trust me... Right?" I say hurt filling my voice and face.
♥︎Andy's POV♥︎
"You know you can trust me.. Right?" She murmurs, as she meets my gaze. Her beautiful face, filling with pain, and her perfect lips forming a frown.
I instantly regret saying the truth, I didn't know it would hurt her. But wait... Why is she hurt?
Does she have the same feeling? No, she can't, she has always been blunt person, nothing could've changed that.
"I know... It's just that the person that I do have feelings for... Doesn't feel the same. And it's kind of embarrassing to talk about," I answer back, she laughs sarcastically. "You think me out of all people, would judge you in any way?" She laughs out.
"Plus, I know the feeling. I too have feelings for a man, but I know now that he doesn't love me back," she smiles sadly.
I feel a painful pang in my chest, and I instantly get angry. Who is this man?
"Who is he?" I ask my jaw clenching with every second that she doesn't answer back. "Andy? Are you alright? You look beyond pissed," she observes.
"Yeah, I know that. Now answer my question," I state coldly. "It's uh.. I-" I cut her off. "You can't even tell me, but you expect me to tell you who I have feelings for?" I roll my eyes.
"What the hell is wrong with you Andy?" She says her voice raising, "Oh, what is wrong with me?" I say through gritted teeth, "Yeah, what is wrong you," she says standing up, I stand up with her to overthrow her.
"The thing that's wrong with me is you," I say with anger lacing all of my words, "What the hell did I do?!" She yells. "Oh you are such a moron, after all of these years you still can't tell?!" I yell back with more force.
"Calling names again are we? Haven't I got enough of that when you used to abuse me mentally and physically?" She spits back out.
Then I instantly regret getting mad, I open my mouth but she cuts me off before I can even get a sound out. "I am officially done with you Andrew," she says stomping off.
But before she can get to the other room, I grab her wrist and pull her into an embrace with our foreheads touching.
She looks at me still obviously angry from what I said, "Do you really want to know who I have feelings for?" I ask my voice soft again.
She nods slowly not bothering to escape my embrace. I close my eyes and took a deep breath, then opened them to revel my feelings through my eyes.
"I have feelings for... You."
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