The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Thirty-Five: Still Dreaming

♥︎Jade's POV♥︎

A continuation of shaking occurred on my waist, never ending. "Liz! Lizzy wake up!" A familiar deep voice calls.

I stir, slightly confused. 'Jeff's voice isn't that deep...' "Hmm?" I hum, "Jade, wake up, please. We need to pick up your parents soon," they groan out of annoyance.

"What?" I say, opening my eyes only to face something I honestly almost gained a heart attack for. "Andy?! What?! I-I thought that..." I look down, "You left me.." I whisper.

"Are you alright? Why would you think I would leave?" He chuckles. I don't respond, I just observe. He still has his long raven hair. 'Am I dreaming, again?'

I also notice that I have my old, neon colored hair, slowly fading to my natural auburn hair. "Am I hallucinating? Or am I dreaming?" I stare up at his blue hues.

He laughs again, that laugh that I missed. "Why would you miss my laugh? Jade, you've been sleeping for ten hours, and you still seem sleep deprived." I feel my face flush, "Ten hours. So you're telling me that everything that I endured was all a dream?"

"Basically," he smiles gently. "Can you explain what happened before I fell asleep?" I ask turning my head to the side a bit.

"Okay, I'll keep it short since we need to pick up your parents. Well it started when you woke up from the hospital, I asked you why you did, that, and you kept on changing the topic, so I got pissed. When we got home, I got mad at you and then you started crying, so I took you upstairs and we both fell asleep. And then ten hours later, this happens."

"Oh," was all I managed to get out. So everything, everything, that happened, was all dream, make believe?

"It felt so real though," I mutter, "What felt real? Your dream?" He asks, "Yeah," I look up.

"Can I ask you something? It's been bothering me," he makes eye contact with me. "Yes, of course. What's the matter?" I smile.

"Why did you cut? Please just tell me the truth, I want to know why you would do that to yourself," he says, his pretty eyes gleaming with hope and sadness.

That's when I realized. That dream was so realistic, I could lose Andy in a second without me telling him my true feelings.

I know it's risky, but I'd rather not keep this to myself for the next six years; and be damned by my unchangeable, poor decision.

"Okay, I love you. I loved you ever since 7th grade, Andy. I still do. I understand if you hate me-" I was cut off short by warm, soft lips smashing into mine.

It didn't take me another second to realize what's happening before he pulls away, so I kiss back. With all the passion I have in me.

Words cannot begin to describe the immense amount of love I feel for Andy. That dream made me realize how much I can lose if I don't tell someone how I truly feel.

Yes I may have been happy with Jeff, but I was happier with Andy. Yes me and Andy may have fought a lot, but it was worth the pain in the end. It always is with someone you really do love. There's no point in living in a fake aura of happiness, when you can easily gain it genuinely.

"You have no idea how long I was waiting for you to do that," I smile, he smiles too, showing his white, straight teeth.

"I love you Lizzy," he mutters pulling me in his warm embrace. Just when he does that, my phone rings.

I groan, grabbing it from the nightstand. A text from mom. "Oh crap! We need to go!" We both pull away and start heading down the stairs.

We don't even have enough time for us to change into something a little more decent, the drive to the airport was pretty lengthy.

We quickly go into Andy's car and he starts up the engine.

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While driving, I feel a warm palm go over the back of my hand. I look over at Andy to see him completely focused on the road, then I look down, to see his hand over mine in a comforting manner.

I smile and look away. "What are we now?" I hear him ask. I smile wider, "Together," I say cheekily, "Ah, you cute tool," he chuckles. "I know," I reply cockily.
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DID YA EXPECT THAT? I THINK NOT.

And yes, the next chapter will be the last chapter, PLEASE DON'T BE SAD I HAVE 2 OTHER STORIES TO FINISH.

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