(A/N: The photo is irrelevant but he just looks so adorable ;3)
-Recap-
"Jade, can you find somewhere in your heart to somehow, someway forgive me?" He said as he removed his head from my hair, his eyes were puffy and red, was he crying too? Why?
I thought for a moment before coming up with my answer that could cost me a lot in the future, "Andy I..."
-Recap Over-
I paused for a second before gulping down the lump in my throat that I was choking out, "A-Andy.. I-I.. Just.."
"Please, I miss you so goddamn much. Please I will do anything, I will do anything to gain back your trust," I looked up at him from his now soaked shirt, "R-really? Y-you won't.. Leave me again?" I asked when tears started welling up in my eyes.
"No, I will never put you through that.. I can't bare it," he whispered softly before wiping off the tears that were on the edge of spilling all over my face, "But you bared through all my beatings?" I asked with anger slowly rising again, "I really don't even know how I managed," he answered back still gazing into my dull blue eyes.
Why the hell is he acting like it was so hard to do that?! "What?! What do you mean 'managed?!' Why the hell are you acting like you were forced into doing it?!" I yelled at him, making my way out of his arms, he freely let me go.
"No, no, no. I just keep on screwing up my chances with you, don't I?" He murmured to himself, sliding himself on his knees, and started crying silently.
I don't know why but I have this twinge in my heart when I see him like this, it's all too confusing to me.
I felt too bad to see him in this state and quietly crawled up to him and gently put my hands on his arms, he looked up at me, his beautiful blue eyes tarnished from the tears I made him spill.
"Andy... Please don't cry... I will give you a chance, okay?" I said while caressing his soft arm, I kept making soothing sounds while I try to calm him down from his state of depression.
Then he unexpectedly grabbed me and pulled me in for a gentle but yet still tight hug, "How can you be so sweet and kind to me even after what I put you through?" He asked still clinging tightly to me.
I decided to finally hug back and answered back, "I honestly don't know, but everyone deserves a second chance, and I am willing to give you it," "I am perfectly fine with that," he said, he finally decided to let me go, but his hands still securely gripping onto my shoulders, "I am glad our parents left me here with you or I would've never gotten it out of my system.." He smiled back at me, I smiled gently and then..
"Crap!" I yelled out, and ran out from Andy's arms once again, I rushed up to my phone and turned it on.
Huh, that's weird usually they would've called me if I didn't call them... Oh my god! Are they okay? Are they still on the plane? Are they dead?!
I quickly dialed my moms number, after four long rings I heard a click on the other line, "Hello? Jade honey?" My moms soothing voice comes from the other line.
"MOM! Oh my god, you aren't dead!" I sighed, exasperated. She chuckled lightly, "Yes, we are not dead, why would you think that honey?"
What the hell does she mean? I didn't call them, usually they will angrily call me back lecturing me about how they could've thought I was dead, or I was kidnapped, or something along those lines.
"Um, no reason just wanted to know," I laughed nervously.
"Oh well, is everything okay back at home, y'know with Andy and stuff?" She asked, "Yep! Absolutely NO drama over here sheriff!" I said with a southern accent, I don't know why but I just suddenly do that, at any time.
"Okay darling, just be careful okay? And make sure to call us this time. We have to go now sweetie," "Oh you are already there, well okay I will and see - talk to you later," "Okay bye, love you!" My mom answered back, "Ok bye love you too and tell dad too!" "Okay bye!" Then I hung up.
I felt something wrap around my waist, I turned around to see a very satisfied Andy, "Hey, just wanted to let you know... My girlfriend Scout is coming over, I hope you don't mind?" He asked the last part as a question more than a statement.
I once again felt that sinking feeling in my heart, why am I feeling this?
"Uh s-sure I don't mind," I stammered, "Okay then she is coming over in five," he said, still arms snaked around me "You could let go now Andy," I chuckled nervously, "O-oh sorry," he said as he slowly detached himself from me as I turned around.
Awh! He's blushing!
"Awh, is my little bear blushing!" I said in a high pitched tone as I pinched his flushed cheeks. "NO," he growled as he tried to keep in the laughter, "Hey! Bears don't talk!" He looked up at me with devious eyes.
"Oh crap, I have done, done it now, haven't I Biersack?" "Oh yes you have, Mills," he said mocking me.
He immediately lunged at me and made me slam into the bed, an started tickling me. I couldn't contain my laughter as his fingers indulged themselves on my stomach.
"Andy! No - Haha! S-stop!" kept on begging him to stop in between laugh-gasms, "Haha, stopping darling!" Me and Andy just kept on going with our tickle war...
So far Andy was winning, we were having fun just up until the doorbell rang...
_________________________Just saying, I have NOTHING against Scout, so don't get all butt-hurt in the next chappy, ok? Ok.
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Fanfiction- Part One - A girl named Jade Elizabeth Mills was considered the typical 'Emo' or 'Cutter' girl in high school, but here comes the surprise... One of her many tormentors is Andrew Biersack. Yes the one and only Andy...