The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Thirty-Three: Insomnia & Creepers

♥︎Jade's POV♥︎

I felt sad, but I didn't cry. This felt somewhat... Normal to me. I thought the feeling would be foreign to me.

"Why does this feel so normal to me?" I question, interested in my past life. Never thought I'd be saying that, but that's just the way my existence worked out.

"That's because you've been through this type of drama practically your entire life, you built up wall to block it out. But it didn't stop it from happening unfortunately."

Before the crash, I had been enduring this drama for it all? "Okay, thanks for explaining it to me." I get up and walk to the bathroom, shutting the door and locking it.

I pushed myself against the wall and slid down it, bringing my knees to my chest and burying my head in the crevasse.

That guy, Andy, I feel terrible for him. I don't know why, but I do. The way he looked at me while trying to keep the tears back; hurt me.

Though now, technically I barely know him, I felt a strong connection. Maybe it's the friendship, or our romantic relationship, or it could just be hatred that I held a grudge on. I just don't know how to identify this feeling.

'Crap, I don't have his number.' I mentally sigh at my unconsciousness. I even offered to start talking to him out of work.

How the hell am I supposed to do that when I don't have his number?

I wonder if he'll come it tomorrow. Then I can ask him.

- - - -

I tiredly pulled up into the small parking space for the vet. I didn't get much sleep last night due to my constant thinking.

I was thinking about Andy. No surprises there; who wouldn't worry about a situation like this?

But it's about that odd connection I felt. I'm a twenty-two year old adult and even I don't know what to do in this situation.

Do I just start talking to him again...? Do I just find a casual way into being close to him again..? I don't know.

I really need some advise. "Hello? Is Jade in there?" Alice taunts. I shake my head, "Yeah, I'm good," I give a thumbs up.

"Are ya sure? You've been zoned out for the past ten minutes, did you even sleep last night?" She sits down, "Honestly, no I'm not sure at all. And no I didn't even get to close my eyes," I yawn.

"Why? Is it because of that woman that came in yesterday for the cat?" She asks, reading my mind slightly.

How did she know that? "What? How'd you know that?" She laughs, "Because I'm not stupid Jade, is that the reason?"

"Maybe, just a little bit, yes," I frown. She laughs lightheartedly, "That's what I thought, you were like scanning her," she states, slightly confused.

"Yeah. But after work a guy came in, he claimed to know me years before my accident, his name was Andy." She gasps quietly.

"Andy? As in Andy Biersack?" She questions, "Um, yeah I'm pretty sure that's his last name."

"Oh my god! Sandra was in HIS band before, they still talk to each other I think. She has his number, I can give it to you!" She exclaims excitedly.

"Really?! You can! That would be great!" I smile while clasping my hands together. "I can get it after work and text the number to you," she says pulling out her phone, most likely asking Sandra for his number.

"Thank you, Alice-" "Girls stop your blabbering and get to work!"

- - - -

I jump on our gray couch while Jeff puts in a movie. "So you want to watch Sucker Punch?" He clarifies. "YES!" I squeal, he laughs "Okay, calm yourself missy," he smiles walking back to the couch after inserting the disc into the slot.

He wraps an arm around my shoulder as we both snuggle closer under the blanket we share.

He unexpectedly kisses my temple, "I love you beautiful," he whispers, I turn to give him a peck on the lips, "I love you more, handsome," I smile.

He smiles and pulls me closer to his side.

-One Hour Later-

The credits start rolling I hear light, cute snores. I turn my head slightly to see Jeff with his head tossed back and his mouth left ajar. I giggle as I try my best to gently and quietly remove his arms from my shoulders.

I walk to the kitchen for a water bottle to hear my phone jingle, 'Who could be texting me this late?'

I pick up my phone to see that Alice has texted me. I enter my passcode and see that she has linked me a phone number.

She texted 'Andy's phone number :)', oh, I totally forgot about that!

I click the number and sent him the text, a little bit worried that he would wonder how I got his number.

'I probably seem like such a creeper' I think to myself. I sent him: 'Hey it's me Jade. I was wondering if you'd like to hang out this Saturday if you're not busy. :)'.

That's not super creepy right? I'm not sure if he'd text back at 2:43 in the morning though.

Let's see what he says tomorrow.

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So I finally updated. I understand if you hate me, I still love you though :).

BUT I SEE THAT I'M ALMOST TO 6K VIEWS. HOW DOES SHIT LIKE THIS HAPPEN I'M SCREAMING RN I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU PEOPLE.

Psst that's Jeff in the photo there, he is hot I know.

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