The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Thirty-Four: The Heart Can Only Take So Much

♡Narrators POV♡

Jade quickly sent the text and instantly regretted it. She didn't want him to think she was some sort of weirdo.

Thankfully, Andy won't think of her in any bad manner. Why? Well, I think that you know very well why he can't think of her badly.

It's a pathetic feeling everyone calls, 'Love'. Though, they both already have a person that they cherish, and both "love".

Jade puts down her phone and just thinks. Thinks about how she is going to communicate with him. But not only does she just think, she wonders. She wonders about how she felt about him before her tragic incident happened.

She could've had passionate liking to him, she could've had just a distinct friendly feeling to him, or she could've just forgotten about how much she had hated him.

Who knows, they might survive their mountainous relationship, or it might come down as a deadly avalanche.

But of course, Jade has not only have her mind set on this boy she knew for years on, she practically has her soul set on him.

Jade tries to block out all of that craziness and just sleep. She needed it anyway.

She walked over to her and her fiancés messy double bed and plops down on it. Falling almost immediately asleep.

During her slumber she starts seeing flashes. Might I add, very weird flashes.

She saw two children; two very beautiful children. It was one boy and one girl. The boy was to be much older than the girl, he could be about twelve. The girl was obviously a toddler, about two or three, but seems to be very independent: kind of like Jade's mentality.

They had very different looks, but you can tell they have a special brother and sister bond. The boy had black slick hair, that falls upon his very bright blue eyes; he was the most cutest thing Jade had ever saw.

The girl was very petite. She had wavy brown locks that cascaded around her shoulders, and bangs that were swept to the side of her bluish, grayish eyes; she was the most precious thing Jade had ever saw.

They were both running around playing whatever childish game they were, giggling and playfully screaming.

Until she saw a flash of the two parents. They seemed to be in their twenties, around thirty.

But had their own beauty as well. The male was very tall, and was broad. He had black hair that was full and luminous, that had gel in, to most likely to keep the hair away from his eyes, similar to the boys' hair. His eyes were the same as the little girl: bluish gray.

The woman, she was stunning. She had the same brown, wavy hair as the little girl did, just as beautiful, and had the vibrant blue eyes the boy had.

For some odd reason, Jade had this feeling as if she knew the parents. The woman, looked and seemed very familiar to Jade. For the male, familiar, very familiar.

Then she saw a vision like flash appear. She watched intensively. Seeing the children once again running around playing with each other cutely. And saw the parents, with the fathers arm wrapped around the mothers shoulder, smiling brightly at their beautiful children.

Then the father turned his head to his wife and mother of his children, and whispered, "I love you." The mother giggled and replied, "I love you, Andy."

What?! The vision of the family suddenly disappeared. Jade had a mixture of anger, hurt, confusion, and... Happiness?

She was conflicted upon her own feelings. She didn't know what was going on, she didn't know why she was seeing visions of, Andy.

She just fell, and clutched her head, thinking uncontrollably. Then she looked up, and saw the flashes flying everywhere in the mist of nothing.

Her head was turning in all different directions, giving her whiplashes, after whiplashes.

But she didn't care, she wanted answers. Who wouldn't at a time like this?

She tried her best at focusing at one or more of the flowing flashes and mini videos. She noticed the same girl, just growing older in all of them, along with the same boy, together.

She couldn't handle it, she shook her head continually as the flashes zipped by her, almost taunting her, trying to influence her to look at them.

But she wouldn't, she wanted it to end, she wanted it to go back to normal, to wake up in her fiancé's warm embrace.

Then out of the corner of her eye, the flashes had came to a halt, and had shriveled into the darkness.

She looked up and saw one picture. Just one picture.

It was oddly enough, shocking to Jade.

Shocking her to death.

It was of her and... Andy....Kissing.

She realized, that these weren't just some flashes, it was of her, her memories, and her future.

Then it all came back. Her memories, everything. But it wasn't just only her memories, it was the blasted feelings that she lost with it.

All of those feelings, at once hitting her. She couldn't handle it. She couldn't take all of it in at once, it was too much for her.

She collapsed. Falling into the ground of nothingness. Her breathing quickened, her lungs contracting and tightening painfully, her ears ringing loudly, her heart racing, her brain flustered.

She couldn't control it all. She couldn't even make a sound, it hurt to do anything, any little thing.

Maybe this is the end, this is the end of Jade Elizabeth Mills. Her life is withering away, along with the rest of her.

But at least she had her memories back, right?