The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Descending to Our Paths

♥︎Andy's POV♥︎

"It's okay Andy, I forgive you," she murmurs gently. I always wonder why she forgives me so easily, is it because she pity's me? Or is it because she's afraid to anger me?

"Why?" I ask still holding her in my arms, "Why what?" She says reluctantly pulling away. "Why do you always forgive me?" "To be honest, I don't know," she shakes her head.

I look at her, with the fog of my emotions clouding my pupils, heavily. "How do you not-" "Do you really want to fight again?" She cuts me off before I let out my anger once again.

I don't know why I get so frustrated with her, it seems so... Normal. Like an everyday activity. 

"Okay, but I think we need to talk, about this," I say, breaking eye contact with her.

♥︎Jade's POV♥︎

He still seems mad at me, I don't even know why. I nod shakily as we head to the couch.

We sat down in silence not making eye contact for a while. The tension was too strong for me so I had to break it, "So, what did you need to talk about?" I awkwardly asked.

"Listen, I love you... But I don't think this relationship is healthy," he says slowly and gently. I felt my heart twinge, I know I was thinking the same thing, but coming from the person who truly do care for says it, it hurts.

I may be being hypocritical, but it's the truth. "W-what?" I ask, dumbfounded. "We've met each other not even two days ago, and we have had what, like three or four fights already?" He replies, I just sit there, with my mouth slightly ajar and with tears lining the corners of my eyes.

I decided, that I shouldn't be sad about this, "I was thinking the same," I say, occasionally looking over towards him. "You were?" "Yes," I reply coldly.

"Then what should we do-" "Break up," I cut him off, mid-sentence. "So quickly? I mean we can just," I once again stop him, "No, you just said it, we fight all the time. This is not a stable relationship. For the both of us I mean."

Although my words seem strong, on the inside I'm dying. I don't want to break up, I don't want to go on separate paths.

But those are my opinions. I can't force him into a relationship with me just because I still have strong emotions towards him. Even if I do, I wouldn't want it, he wouldn't still love me, he would just be... There.

"Okay, then can I ask you one final question?" He asks staring at me, though I don't make the connection between us. "Sure I guess," I reply shrugging.

"Did you ever love me?"

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Please don't hate me! It's for the story, it would get kinda repetitive if they just keep on fighting then loving each other, so. hehe.

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