The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Five: Lest We Forget

(A/N: this is before BVB started, just wanted to let you know :D)

He was STILL not budging from my waist and now neck, then I heard light, soft snores. How the hell can he go back to sleep? And why the hell did he WANT to sleep in MY bed in the first place?

"Can you stop fidgeting? I am trying to get comfy.." Andy whispered into my ear. To be completely honest.. It was quite adorable how he wants to cuddle. Jesus Christ, am I drunk?

I gently and quietly tried to escape once again from his surprisingly strong arms, but being the clumsy person I am, I jerked my leg a little too fast, making the bed shake.

He aggressively turned me around and looked me dead in the eyes with his still sleepy but yet angry blue eyes.

"What the hell did you NOT get about not moving?" He growled into my face, attempting to scare me.

"Awh, you sound like a baby dinosaur!" I mimicked baby voice while tapping the tip of his nose gently just to merely annoy him further.

Then I realized the closeness between us, I am literally squished against his torso, our faces barely one inch apart from each other. Our noses are basically rubbed up against each other, if it weren't for me to lean back a bit, and our lips... Were barely a few centimeters apart.

I can feel his very warm and minty breath on me. Ugh, brain stop this. "Excuse me?" He once again growled, is he really trying to intimidate me?

Nice one hotshot, you apparently forgot that YOU are cuddling with ME.

"You heard me loud and clear, Sack," I smirked, "Sack? Really? I at least have some!" He chuckled, "I am a girl smart one. Last time I remembered, I had a uterus and ovaries that bleeds every month, Sack," I mocked.

"I didn't need to know that information.." He whispered, pulling away slightly, thankfully. "Well, if you're going to have a girlfriend you are going to need this type of information for the future," "Erm, I already have a girlfriend," he murmurs.

My eyes shot up at him and I felt a sinking feeling in my chest, slowly slithering down into my stomach.

"Oh really? Who's the lucky guy?" I smirked, still feeling that sinking feeling. I don't know what it is but it hurts like hell.

"Nice comeback, Lizzy-" I cut him off immediately, "Lizzy?! Why are you calling me Lizzy?! Only my FRIENDS call me that!" I growled, prying his arms off of me, getting off the bed, watching his jump up in surprise.

I can just see how his eyes went from happy and quirky straight to hurt and disappointment.

"Uh s-sorry.. I didn't mean to, I just-" "Just what?! Just wanted to get my blood boiling?!" Every word I said, my voice just got louder. But stood up from the bed.

"You left me Andy! You ditched me and left me with nobody! You have no idea what hell you put me through, you had me under the impression that you cared... I guess I was wrong, right?" My knees buckled and before I could've hit the ground, Andy jumped up and caught me in his arms.

I cried my eyes out into his shirt, despite the fact that I wanted him gone.

"I just wanted to make you happy again.. I wanted to apologize for everything I ever did to you..." He whispered as he buried his head into my hair and said something I can only grasp part of, "I...you..."

I didn't really care at that moment, all I was feeling was anger and sorrow. Why is he suddenly so nice? Why is he apologizing? Is this some sort of sick joke? But then, why did I just suddenly snap at a petty nickname?

All of these questions came racing back and forth in my mind, I couldn't stop it. I felt as if I was going crazy, "Jade, can you find it somewhere in your heart to somehow, someway forgive me?" Andy said as he removed his head from my hair, his eyes were puffy and red, was he crying too?

Why? I thought for a moment before coming up with my answer that could cost me a lot in the future, "Andy I.."
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MUAHAHAHAH, a cliffy because I am feeling extra evil today >:}

But what do you think Jade is going to say? Heh you decide.. I guess.

Anywhore, I HOPE YOU ENJOYED ANY VOTE AND COMMENT IF YOU WANT MORE, love you!