The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Nine: The Fading Darkness

-Recap-

♥︎Jade's POV♥︎

"Die, die, die, die, die," I kept whispering to myself. Then, I finally felt a long, never ending wave of pain, yes.

I hit a vein.

I heard a loud banging against the door of the bathroom, then I heard a loud crash, "It's too late..." I laughed weakly, "No.. No, no, no, no," They whispered as they picked me up from the seat I was sitting on "No, no, no, Jade please no... Don't leave me.. I-" I couldn't hear the rest as I slipped into the darkness...

-Recap Over-

♥︎Jades POV♥︎

"...beep.."
"..beep..."
"...beep.."

God that sound is annoying. Wait, where am I? I slowly fluttered my eyes opened to be greeted by overly bright hospital lights.

Why was I in the hospital? Did I get beaten up again?

I mind kept on jumping to conclusions as I slowly sat up on the extremely rock hard beds. I felt a slight movement on my arm, I gently lifted up my left hand to see a bloodied gauze on my wrist.

Then I heard a chair moving to the right side of the bed I was sitting on, I looked over to see Andy sleeping uncomfortably on a chair.

He kept on fidgeting trying to get comfy, I giggled slightly at his facial expressions.

"Ugh," I heard a groan escape his pink, plump - Yeah, I will just stop now, too much medications are in my system to be analyzing him now.

I glanced back over to Andy to see him stirring, oh did I wake him? He slowly opened up his eyes.

Oh my god. His eyes were bloodshot as if he was crying for hours upon hours, I didn't notice before but he had heavy bags under his eyes.

Wow I am a complete jerk for making him go through this. More to hate, eh?

I looked back down at my wrists to examine the damage, "J-Jade? Your awake?" I heard Andy from the other side of the room whisper loud enough so I can hear, "Yeah, seems about right," I said with my my voice hoarse.

I stopped looking at my arms and looked over at Andy, he is staring at me as if he is dreaming, his eyes wide showing off how red it is, mouth left agape, his hair all over the place.

I giggled at how much of a mess he looks, "W-what?" He asked cocking his head slightly to the side as his display for confusion. I just pointed at him and kept on giggling at him while he looks down at himself. "What's wrong with it?" He asked still looking down at his apparel.

"No you dork! I am talking about your face!" I said now laughing, he looked up at me with fake hurt he gasped, "How could you?!" He playfully yelled, we both went into a fit of laughter. We soon stopped and took a few seconds to catch our breaths.

Suddenly Andy asked out of the blue, "Why?" "Why what?" I asked back shifting my gaze towards him, "Why did you do that?" He answered back looking at the bandages on my other arm, I looked over at it but before I can make up a lie, a doctor entered the room.

"Oh, Miss. Mills you are awake!" He said cheerfully, no really? I didn't even notice.

"Yeah.." Oh yeah, I have always been petrified by doctors, they have needles!

Who wouldn't be scared? "We were just going to let you know that you can be let out," he said looking in between me and Andy, "Really?" I asked, I just woke up, I expected them to keep me longer but I who am I to be complaining?

"But,-" oh dear Jesus no thank you.

"We have some pills for you to take and we have a slip for you, no running, and no activities, and make sure to not put extra pressure on your left arm," he said in a business tone, "Uh okay!" I said excited to get out of this forsaken cube of hell.

The doctor left and I heard Andy chuckle darkly, I shot a glare at him. "You can't wait to get out forsaken cube of hell?" He said still laughing at me.

Wow I'm an idiot.

"Hah, you sure are," Andy said now full on laughing, "Oh my god shut the hell up Biersack!" I said in annoyance.

"Awh don't get mad at me for thinking aloud!" He teased, "Ugh, just pass me some clothes so I can leave," I said extending my arm out to catch it.

"Manners Jade, manners," he said tisking and playfully shaking his head, "Oh shutup and please pass me my clothes," I said emphasizing 'please.'

After I was done changing, Andy signed me out and walked me to the car. "How long till we get there?" I asked impatiently, "Sheesh we just got into the car," he responded buckling himself.

I glared at him, and his put his hands up in surrender "Fine, fine, twenty minutes," he murmured, I softened my gaze and looked out the window, and then the car started moving.

"Andy?" I asked looking at him focusing on the road, "Yeah?" He said stoping at the red light, "How long was a sleeping?" I asked, "Oh for 3 days," he answered back, "And you stayed there for the entire time I was out?" I asked sheepishly, he chuckled lightly, "Yeah."

Wow he would rather stay in the hospital with ME, than go anywhere else, he really is changing for the better.

I looked away and back out the window trying to cover my blush that was creeping onto my face. I smiled to myself knowing that he really did care, just not the way that I would like him to, but he is trying.

"But you never answered my question," he said breaking myself away from the blissful thoughts. "What?" I asked in confusion looking towards him, "Why did you cut?" He asked looking over towards me.

"I - Uh,"
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Oh much evil!
Btw sorry for the 2 day delay..

THAT RYHMED!

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