The Forgotten Hate || a.b

Chapter Twelve: Pained Future

♥︎Jade's POV♥︎

Of course it was pity. God I hated that, I hate it when people pity me, I hate it when they give me those sympathetic looks. It's annoying, I don't want them to feel sorry for me. It makes me seem weak.

It's been four years, why hasn't he at the very least call or texted me? My phone number has never changed since he left. My email is the same, my social media accounts are the same, everything's the same!

Did he really just... Forget me? I thought of all of this as I let myself fall onto my bed and let the sleep envelope me.

"BEEP"
"BEEP"
"BEEP"

"Jesus. shut the hell up!" I slammed on the off button in my alarm. Holy shit, it's already 7:13?! I need to get ready for class!

I jumped out of my comfy bed and ran to the bathroom and turned on the water for the shower, then brushed my teeth.

Once I finished doing that I changed into some black and white checkered pants, then slipped into a white Sleeping With The Sirens tank top. I hastily grabbed my galaxy printed backpack, then shoved on my light gray converses. Eh, I will do my makeup in the car.

I made sure to grab my phone, YES. It was only 7:40! I can make it on time! I dashed out of my apartment locking my door, and exiting my building.

I ran into my black Impala. God I love that car. I shoved the key in and left for the campus. One of the stops were longer than others so I quickly put on my winged eyeliner and light brown eyeshadow, I just put on my cherry lip balm instead of lipgloss.

Once I arrived,I ran into the large building into one of my first classes. This was gonna be a LONG day...

-Time Skip-

Ugh, I am beyond exhausted, mostly mentally though. I heard a light ding from my phone, I looked at it to see that I had Friday and Saturday off!

Thank you boss man! I didn't feel like going into work tomorrow, at all.

Since I wasn't so tired, I thought it was best to go and eat. I maneuvered around my small apartment to the kitchen. I opened up my fridge to see nothing but leftover Chinese food.

Ah, the life of a college student. So wonderful and blissful.

After I was done heating that up in my crusty microwave, I gobbled it down. I had forgotten to check my email, since my professor needed to send in an assignment.

So I cleaned up my mess and walked to the small desk and chair near the living area and sat down.

I opened to lid and I heard a cheery-like song playing from it. Didn't think he'll send it in so quick.

I opened the tab only to see an email from my old high school. Why are they sending me emails still? I am far from that stage in life.

I clicked on it unwillingly. I scanned through it to see they were holding a reunion?!

Why the hell would they?! I nearly shoved my computer off the desk in shock.

Wait, there is a extremely, extremely small chance I would see... Him, there.

He's a famous rockstar, why would he want to go to a cheesy high school reunion?

He wouldn't go...right?
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Sorry guys!! This is just a filler chapter! There will be a few of those to make the suspense harder to bare, muahahahah!

But anywhore I decided that I wasn't going to update everyday, I will update every other day though.

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