Together at once!

A/N

Prior to my message I put out about how disgusted I am about people, basically somebody decided to play a little joke on me and it started with tagging me in a video, then got into my account and posted on my private to go to an acc, and they had a video about me. Number 1, they clearly don't know me bc they think my name is Cherish, that's my bsf. Number2 they said they are my soul and I'm dreaming. I really wish this was a dream- it's honestly a nightmare i wish to be awaken from.

It scared the shit out of me, I changed my entire email and password, I blocked and reported them but tiktok won't do shit but will say my video is crossing guidelines when I posted about the acc...so I can't even sleep and I'm scared to go to school tomorrow. I'm scared for my family. I have a new baby cousin whose only like 8 days old now. I can't keep up with this. I'm tired of being walked over and treated like I'm weak. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of. I'm sick of it!

I really hope this person is just some robot and not someone I know bc I will lose all contact with this person. I'm already going through a rough time, it's almost a full year without my cousin, it's 9 months this month. My responsibility is to protect my new cousin, i will protect my cosuin at all cost. And for some loser to try and scare me, congratulations, you've got me so scared I don't want to leave my house. You got me looking around my own fucking room! Now, im hallucinating- im going crazy... I need help...

Just leave me alone, I did nothing, I just want to live in peace...just leave me alone.

It's absolutely disgusting and I'm sick and tired of being messed around like some boy/girl toy. I'm not a pet, I'm not a toy, I'm a human being with a fucking heart of gold and it can EASILY be broken. It can shatter like glass in arms of the rude and hated, or be secure and well in the arms of the careful and kindness. Lately, it's been tossed around and smashed to the ground but those I love most, and honestly, I've given up on telling people I love them, or giving hugs.

Because I give my love to all I'm considered weak? So that means you should toss me around like some rag doll? Yeah ok, then proceeds to ask why I'm silent, or why I look so sad, or something like that? Mm- think you asshole! Why would I give an dickhead my soul and kindness just for it to be stepped on? This is why im done trusting people, I'm not dming nor responding to dm's anymore. I cant risk my families life, especially this baby. I'm sorry, ily you guys with my everything and I'm giving you all my trust, don't break it...pls I beg...I'm sick of being backstabbeD

Ily ily ily ily ily ily <3333333333333

Enjoy your day, night, evening, afternoon, wherever you r. Remember there's always someone out there who loves and appreciates you. I love you and appreciate you :)

Don't forget to take care of yourself. You are beautiful/handsome, gorgeous/pretty, you are everything to me <3

Now I'm going to lay here and cry bc I have school and can't sleep while it pours outside- I love rain and thunder :) and lightning...I LOVE RAINSTORMS AND JUST STORMS!!!

Ily guys!!! <333 mwah!