I'm Worried That if I Go Outside the World will Collapse

Love songs

I can't listen to love songs anymore
For you see
I no longer have anyone to put them too
I used to collect them
Making a list of songs I'd play at my wedding some day
But I'm losing hope
And now it's a painful reminder of how alone I am
High school sweethearts
I dropped out in grade nine
And never had the chance
Next year I will be a woman
And I've never felt the warmth of a boys hand
Or the softness of his lips
Next year I will be a woman
And I will have passed the chance to be a high school sweetheart
Next year I will eighteen
And I will still be all alone