How are you?
I'm... I'm angry
What? You're angry?
Yes
W-why?
Why? Because he left me. He left me here.
He didn't leave you, he.... he died-
Yeah but.... he wanted to. He was so desperate to go up there and meet God. It just feels like he meant to die.
Jane.
Yeah? What?
He lived such a long amazing life and he loved you. To bits. I think he would've stuck around for you especially if he knew how hurt you'd be
You think he would've?
Yeah, I do.
Do you think I'll ever love anyone that much again?
You know.... I do.
I think maybe it would've been better if it wasn't two weeks before his birthday.
Nothing would've made this any better, you know that. The timing and the way don't matter, it always would've crushed you to bits. You loved him too much.
Ah, but he made me.
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