I'm Worried That if I Go Outside the World will Collapse

You

I hate you so much sometimes
I want to scream it from the roof top
You're killing me
You're killing me
You've damaged me beyond compare
I'm ruined
and no part of you was worth it
Still something tells me that leaving you isn't going to be easy
I'm going to miss the little ways you show me affection
Or when you tell me I'm pretty
But you're killing me
And I don't want to die
Not yet
Not because of you