Today I smoked a cigarette
Not the whole thing
Just the butts
Two
I found two when I was walking my little brothers home from bible study
A little ironic isn't it?
Sucking the devil's breath and thinking of God
When I got home I smoked one out my bedroom window
Breathing poison on the dried flowers in my purple room
And I panicked when it was gone
But it felt so fucking good
to have hurt myself like that
Funny how it's the bad parts of life that makes us feel like we're alive
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I'm Worried That if I Go Outside the World will Collapse
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