Soldier Of Pain (Bucky Barns Fanfiction) [COMPLETED STORY]

Prologue

A/N: First Chapter! YAY! 

ENJOY READING! =)

Triger Warnings: Slight mentions of abuse/Turture and Trauma.

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I wait for what feels like a life time for my Best Friend to come back from his mission. He never did.

Soldier 1 was supposed to eliminate the Avengers a year ago. But he failed. Most of Hydra has been destroyed and because of that they moved me from Siberia to Sokovia.

Now I sit in my new cell all alone. All by myself.

Soldier 1 used to keep me company, but I just call him Winter. We would spend hours just talking through the bars of our adjoined cells. We planed to escape together. But it looks like he has done that without me. He is out there somewhere, I know it. One day I will join him. I will brake out of this hell hole and be free. Free from Hydra.

I sit in the furthest corner of my cell and press my knees to my chest for comfort like I always do, covering my ears to contain the overwhelming amount of noise. It doesn't help. I'll never be the same again.

I watch though the bars next to me as everything turns to chaos. Hydra agents run around with loaded guns, ready to attack. Other Agents bark out orders trying to contain the madness.

The Avengers have found us.

Finally. I think.

I know Hydra won't win. I hope they won't win. I correct myself, not wanting to get disappointed again. After ten years of this hell, I have to give it my all not to give up on hope.

Hydra is so badly losing, that eventually they need to let the twins into the field to help.

Those kids must be truly stupid to willingly volunteer to be here at Hydra. They got Lucky. The experiments Hydra did on them where successful. I however, wasn't so lucky.

After most of the Hydra Base has been taken down and I know it's safe, I run over to my cell door and rap my fingers around the cold, strong, metal lock. I squeeze my palm tight and the metal brakes under my strong grip. I swing the gate open and run for my life.

I sprint out the building and out of the dark city. I don't stop until I'm deep within the forest and mountains. I take a moment to catch my breath again, watching the lovely sunset. I haven't seen anything so beautiful in ten years. All my dull eyes have been allowed to see have been the plain concrete walls and metal bars of my prison.

The pinks, purples and yellows mix so perfectly with the dark nights star filled sky, as if someone had taken a paintbrush with color and painted the perfect image.

I take in one last breath before continuing on my journey. After that I don't allow myself the luxury of rest. I must continue until I know Hydra can't find me.

Somehow this has felt to easy. I have tried to escape Hydra many times, but I've never been successful until today.

The only reason for my luckiness is because Hydra has been venerable and unorganized since Arnim Zola and Alexander Peirce died.

I don't know the full story about what happened. All I know is that the Avengers caused the down fall of Hydra, but that is all they would tell me. To them I'm just the kid they kidnaped, tortured and turned into their useless slave for fun. I'm nothing to them. Less then dirt.

After hours of moving I begin to feel dizzy from the lack of water, food, and rest. But I don't stop. I can't stop. My mouth is as dry as the desert. My stomach growls like thunder. But I ignore it out of habit. By now I am used to this feeling. Used to being so weak.

Once I make it to the other side of the forest the sun has already begun to rise again. Although just as magnificent, the landscapes colors are slightly different this time. The light yellows and oranges mix with the bright blue sky and the glare of the morning sun.

I travel for the rest of the day and eventually make it to the Romanian border. I cross it with ease. My Winter Soldier stealth mode fully activated. Only this time Hydra doesn't have control over me. But that doesn't mean I'm free. I doubt I will ever be truly free.

I reach a small town and cover my face with my hood to hide my face and only stay in the outskirts of the town for a safety measure.

I become so dizzy, I feel I'm going to faint, that I decide to finally take a rest. It's risky here, but I have no other choice. I reach a small alleyway and climb into the corner, moving several garbage cans in front of my spot to hide myself better. I pull my knees closer to my chest for comfort and wrap my arms around myself. I close my eyes and fall asleep for the first time in months.

I hate sleeping, especially alone. Ever since Hydra had taken me, every night has been filled with nightmares of memories I never want to relive. Today is no different.

Many hours later, after it's dark again, I'm awoken by a loud sound somewhere in the alleyway. I crawl further into my corner to hide better. I have no weapon on me. No way to defend myself.

My breathing becomes quick and my heart beats out of my chest. I wouldn't be surprised if my loud breathing and heart beat give away my spot.

Hydra has found me. I'll be tortured for this. For disobeying orders. For trying to run away again. I will never be free again. They'll wipe my memory again. I'll forget everything I have with my only friend. My Winter.

I don't want to go back. I never want to go back. I can't go back to that torture. I can't.

A silent tear manages to slip out of my eye. I flinch away when someone begins to move away the dumpsters I had placed in front of me. I close my eyes. Not wanted to see the sight in front of me.

"Doll, It's me." I hear a soft, yet husky voice sweetly say. My eyes widen in fear at the sigh of the Winter Soldier, Solider 1. But I soon realize he isn't here to hurt me. He isn't here under Hydra's control.

"Winter?"

"Yes, it's me," He says.

"How did you find me?" I ask him.

"You have always liked this alleyway," He jokes with a reassuring smile.

"Where have you been? What happened to you?" I continue to question.

"I'll explain everything later. For now we need to get out of here before they find us."

Winter moves closer to me and extends his metal hand out to help me stand up. I smile slightly, for the first time in a long time, and take his hand.

He helps me stand up and tries to take his hand back, but I refuse to let go. He smiles at me and squeezes my hand in a gesture to tell me he won't ever leave my side again.

He leads me out of the alleyway and we leave this small town, heading further away from Hydra.

The two of us will probably be on the run from Hydra and the authorities together for the rest of our lives. But I wouldn't want it any other way.

I don't know what will happen next. I just hope they never find us.

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A/N: I promise the other chapters will be longer and much better, this one was really boring, sorry about that. Hope you liked it anyway!

~Rei =)