My Time is Yours//Yuwin Nct Ff

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"Auntie Namtan~",Sungchan ran and hugged Mrs Namtan while Jaehyun bowed to the lady.

They released their hug as Mrs Namtan cupped Sungchan's cheek,"owh my baby Sungchannie",she pinched Sungchan's nose while Sungchan grinned at her before he took his bag from Jaehyun's hand.

"Shotaro is at his room sleeping,can you help auntie wake him up?",Mrs Namtan said followed by a nod from Sungchan as he quickly headed to Shotaro's room with his Joker's bagpack.

"I'm sorry for bothering you this hour.Sungchan bought some new toys and he couldn't wait to show it to Shotaro.He also bought some for Shotaro",Jaehyun explained while rubbing the back of his neck shyly.

Mrs Namtan shooked her head,"no you guys can come anytime.In fact,I'm very glad that you come here because Yuta haven't came out from his room since that day.Maybe you can help me to check on him",she fiddled her fingers worried that she might burden Jaehyun but Jaehyun didn't mind as he already planned to come visit Yuta that day.

"Urm about Sicheng..is it true like what the media say..that he killed his stepfather?",she asked.

Jaehyun smiled awkwardly,"I'm sorry but I don't think I can answer this",he responded before he bowed to Mrs Namtan.

"Owh no no it's fine,I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable.Yuta is in his room and i will be at the kitchen if you need anything",Jaehyun then excused himself as he walked to Yuta's room and when he arrived,he stood infront of the door.

His hand moved to the door knob but then stopped,thoughts wandering inside his head.Is he ready to meet Yuta?Can he find the right words to talk to Yuta.Yuta must've been in a shock after he finds out about Winwin.He actually disagreed of Winwin's plan to surrender himself to the police but he also didn't have the rights to stop Winwin..but still he thinks Yuta deserves to know.

"Calm down Jaehyun..you've been to the courts many times..talking to Yuta is just a simple matter",he tried to calm himself cause he's very worried of the consequences,considering Yuta can be a very complex person.

He took a deep breath then moved his hand to the door knob when the door suddenly opened and his eyes diverted to the man infront of him,"why are you standing outside for so long?You bothering me",Yuta gave him an annoyed look while Jaehyun grinned awkwardly,"sorry",he muttered.

Yuta scoffed as he moved to the side,giving way to Jaehyun to enter his room.He then closed the door and jumped himself on the bed,playing with his phone while Jaehyun still wandering around the room.

He didn't know how to start a conversation especially when he looked at Yuta at that state.Yuta looked very calm and unbothered,he was expecting Yuta to be more..depressing.

"Just let out anything you keep inside your head",Yuta said while his eyes still on his phone,probably realized Jaehyun's discomfort.Jaehyun swallowed a lump on his throat when he approached Yuta then sat on the bed near the other,"I'm sorry",he apologized.To be honest,he didn't even know why but maybe the thoughts that he already know the plan and didn't stop Winwin kinda bothers him.

"For what?",Yuta retorted sharply.Jaehyun got chills listening to Yuta's tone but he tried to control himself,"i know that Winwin will surrender himself to the police and I didn't stop him.In fact,I didn't tell you about that",he confessed as his eyes wandered around the room,preparing the consequences that will happen.

"I know",Yuta's sudden statement caught him off-guard."what?",Jaehyun shifted his gaze to the man as Yuta put down his phone to the side,"i know he planned to do that.I accidentally saw your message with him on the day before we went to the beach and..i try to stop him but I couldn't..i thought me acting sulky to him can stop him but i shouldn't forget how stubborn he is",Yuta slightly smiled.Finally he get to talk about the thoughts that have been bothering him since that day.

"Then,how are you feeling?",Jaehyun asked.Yuta shrugged,"me?i don't even know how to answer that question.I didn't know whether i should cry because he will leave me or happy cause he's doing something for himself",Yuta felt a glassy layer formed on his eyes as he diverted his gaze to the side,trying to not let Jaehyun saw him but he know Jaehyun is smarter than that.

"Just let it out Yuta",Jaehyun said.

Yuta gulped,"what?!",he tried to control his tone as his body trembling,overwhelmed from the sudden emotions.

"All the things inside your head,just let it out".

"What do you mean let it out,you know nothing!",a single tear escaped from his eye,flowed down to his cheek.He bit his lips as he trying to hold himself when Jaehyun moved closer than hugged him while Yuta rested his head on Jaehyun's shoulder.

"I can't let him go Jaehyun,i can't.I tried to understand his situation and tried to respect his decision but I couldn't contain myself from that.Why the world so cruel for us?Does this happen because of my past life?I just want him,that's all",Yuta sobbed,couldn't restrain the tears of his agony and desperation.He only wished for Winwin to be with him and that's it.But that one wish can be so hard for him and he couldn't accept it.

Jaehyun softly patted Yuta's back,he didn't said anything as he wanted to be a safe space for Yuta,letting him to express everything that he kept for a long time.He felt bad for letting Yuta suffered alone and he wished he can be someone that Yuta can rely on.

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"I still preparing myself for more evidences for the hearing",Jaehyun told Yuta.

Both Jaehyun and Yuta were lying on the bed after the sudden confession.Jaehyun explained that he will be the lawyer of Winwin so he needs more evidence that he can used for the hearing soon.

"Looks like he trusted you more than me.Well I'm just a P.E teacher,not a successful lawyer like you",Yuta teased Jaehyun receiving a knock ok his shoulder from Jaehyun,deep down he lowkey felt jealous of Jaehyun but he knows Winwin have his reasons.

"You don't have plans to meet him?",Jaehyun asked.Yuta turned his head to Jaehyun,"I don't know ,should i?",he asked back.Jaehyun turned his head to the side as his eyes met Yuta's,"you know..he may looks tough but he's not as tough as he thought and i think you know that",Yuta turned his head to the front,eyes met the ceiling.

"And I believe he needs you the most",Jaehyun tried to persuade Yuta.Yuta was deep into his thoughts,he didn't deny that he knows what Jaehyun trying to do but his ego also tried to dominated his self.

They both were interrupted when they heard someone knocking the door.They looked at the door as it opened,showing Shotaro and Sungchan walked inside the room.

"Shotaro,why—",Yuta was interrupted when Shotaro suddenly hugged him."I heard that you're crying and Sungchan told me that he always hugged Jaehyun hyung if he cries",Shotaro then released the hug then sat on Yuta's lap before he cupped Yuta's face,"don't cry..i'm so sad if you cry",he pouted as his eyes blinking,holding himself from crying.

Yuta slightly smiled as he pinched Shotaro's cheeks,"ok i'm not sad anymore",he tried to coax his brother as he ruffled Shotaro's hair then hugged his brother back.Maybe that's the reason why he have a baby brother at this age.He turned to Jaehyun who was smiling at them then turned back to Shotaro,finding his brother amusing and cute at the same time.