My Time is Yours//Yuwin Nct Ff

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Yuta was fiddling his fingers,couldnt stand the nervousness crippling in his skin.He wiped his sweats on his pants when he saw the person that he was waiting for,took a seat infront of him before the guard sat at the corner of the room.

"Jaehyun told me he will visit me today,guess he lied",sarcasm came out from the chinese's mouth as soon as he took his seat.Yuta stared at Winwin,scanning him as he havent seen him for a while.

He know he missed him,their distance is not that far,just separated with the glass wall infront of him.All he wished is to pull him for a hug but he know he couldn't.

"how are you?",Yuta initiated the conversation to the guy infront of him.

"fine",Winwin replied while looking elsewhere,avoiding eye contact.

The atmosphere suddenly became silent as both of them didnt said anything.One person was looking at the floor while the other one staring at the other.

Yuta know Winwin well and he got so annoyed with Winwin at that moment.He curled his fingers into a fist,trying to hold his anger.

"say it Winwin",he tried to talk to Winwin while Winwin looked at him with his confused face,"what?",he gulped trying to control his voice from stuttered.

"i know you want to say something,let it out",Yuta tried to trigger Winwin's inner feelings.Winwin felt the cold sweats on his forehead but he began remained calm,didnt want to act odd infront of Yuta.

"i dont know what you're talking about",he responded as his eyes darted to Yuta's,trying to convince him.

"Dong Sicheng",

"stop acting like you know me!",Winwin sudden yell stunned Yuta,even the guard near them turned his head to them,checking on the prisoner.

Yuta sneered as he turned his head,looking at the clock at the wall,"guess i wrong",he said before he slightly smiled then stood.He gave a last look to Winwin before he took a few steps away from his chair.

"I'm scared",Yuta stopped after he heard those words coming from Winwin.He turned his body facing Winwin,"I'm very scared",Winwin confessed as his eyes turned red.

Yuta slowly sat infront of Winwin while Winwin wiped his tears.

"I'm very scared.Am i doing the right thing?Did i mess up?Should i just go back?",Winwin's body shaking after he let out everything that have been bothering him.He knows Yuta wanted him to say that and he didnt want to show his fragile side to Yuta.He didnt want to dissapoint Yuta but he thought he failed.

Yuta felt his heart crushed seeing Winwin,he wished he can pull him closer and wiped those tears.Winwin is very beautiful for him and he couldnt stand seeing him crying.

"Dong Sicheng",Yuta put his palm againt the glass wall,"i will always be with you,so dont be scared",he tried to comfort Winwin although his voice almost stuttered.

Winwin wiped his tears and put his palm against Yuta's,"i'm sorry for hurting you",he said while sniffing,trying to calm himself down.

Yuta shooked his head,"no,i'm sorry for not being there for you",he slightly smiled although he was shattered with their fate.How did this happened?Are they not destined for each other?Why their love can be this tragic?

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Yuta:i should be there for him,i cant stand seeing him scared.Can i just admit to the cops that im the one who--

Jaehyun:yuta,its not your fault.I will try my best to help winwin.your job is to be with him and that's it.

Yuta was on his way to his home,he just came out from the bus as he decided to call Jaehyun after visited Winwin.

Yuta:Am i doing the right thing?

Jaehyun:you are.you're respecting his decision and that's what lovers do for the people they love.

Yuta:i should hang up

Jaehyun:ok just call me if you need anything

Yuta:sure

*end call*

Yuta put his phone inside his pocket as he looked at the night sky above him.It was calming but he wished he can enjoy this view with Winwin,so that Winwin knows that the world can be heavenly for both of them.
He giggled thinking that he might not have the chance for that,guess he's into dark jokes.

As he was walking,he heard a sound coming from his back.He quickly turned to his back but unfortunately there's no one.

"am i dreaming?",he thought but then when he turned back to the front,all he remembered was a hit on his head and his vision became blurry,a shadow approaching him.