When Jiro arrived at the mansion he didn't dare open the microphone anymore and could only rub the screen to inform the guy that he is still watching him .
Zone hung his head down and turned silent the whole time . Within his mind , fragments of memories started flashing and with every fragments of memories that he saw ,Zone would clench his fist tighter and could only silently restrain himself from being emotional .
He doesn't know if it was the side effect of losing his memory but he felt like these memory were so precious and should be treasured dearly .
The memory he saw was a man with similar features to him . They have similar crimson iris and ' fox bloodline ', At first , Zone thought the man was his ancestor but when his heart started beating for the golden eyed man within the memory . He knew he was actually the Artic Fox in the memory .
Zone couldn't understand how he became a blue furred fox when he clearly have silver fur but he doesn't want to dwell on it for now . What's important is that the golden eyed man in the memory possessed similar voice with his master .
A hopeful thought sprouted within his mind .
Maybe he could go out with master's help .
Zone closed his eyes and layed on the bed and started humming a song . A gentle , soft and whispery serene voice started resonating through out the whole silent room and the noise of the raindrops outside seems to have suddenly quietened down . As if the world decided to put more focus on the man's serene voice .
Because of his body structure , his voice still held a youthful trace on it , yet when Zone deliberately made it whispery ... His music seemed to suddenly have a hint of melancholy .
Zone started voicing words in a serene and slow pace .
" Though .... I call ... Out to reach you . "
" Failing time and again . "
"...."Silence evaded the whole room for a second bringing the noise of the rain drops back filling the whole room .
" My heart is .... All i have ... To give you "
Zone smiled weakly . " Only one .... "
Jiro weakly said . " I love your voice. " Yeah ... I love 'his' voice .
Zone thought , I love your voice too .
Zone smiled . " Good night , Master. "
" Good night . "
Zone stared at the ceiling as silence enveloped the whole room . He could feel that his master was no longer watching him .
Zone frowned and covered his eyes with his forearms and sighed .
The silence was unbearable to him . The feeling of loneliness enveloped his heart again , like a knife burried within his heart that couldn't be removed .
Jiro closed the phone and layed on the bed . The stars on the sky seemed to have hidden as dark clouds loomed over the whole city . The silvery moonlight was unable to reach this place trapped within the ominous clouds that was about to pour out heavy rain .
The thunderclap made Jiro's heart turned heavier . He turned to the side and clutched his temple in frustration .
It's been 9 years already ... And Jiro still could not move on from Zone .
He himself couldn't understand why he had fallen inlove so deep that he couldn't even help himself climb up from the pit called Love .
Why did Zone made him so crazy in love ?
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My Past Lives' Regrets
RandomZone is an ordinary man who lived his life normally with a master's degree in fine arts . As an artist , he have a creative mind , he puts his thoughts to an art . But he knew that he was abnormal . He would dream of someone else's life whenever he...
