Careless: The Tour- jxdn

Chapter 6

I called an Uber to take me to the airport. All I wanted to do was be alone. I got home a little while later and just went straight to my room and cried. I had zero motivation to do anything so I just laid there with my face drenched in tears.

My phone was filled with messages and calls all from Jaden. I finally decided to just turn off my phone because I didn't want to have to deal with it anymore.

I heard my doorbell ring but I didn't even care to get up. I just wanted to stay in my room all alone for the rest of my life. They rang the doorbell again and I still didn't care. I just left it alone until someone walked into my room.

"Jaden wanted me to come check on you," Bryce said as he sat down on the bed next to me.

"Well then you can leave because I'm fine," I said as I shoved my face into my pillow.

"You obviously aren't fine Evie. Do you want to talk about it?" Bryce asked.

"No, so you can leave," I said trying to get him to leave,

"I'm not leaving until you say something. You can just rant to me about how big of an asshole Jaden is."

"Jaden's not an asshole," I started. "He just doesn't think things through fully. He never thinks about how what he does is going to affect me and I can't take it anymore!"

"Do you love him?" Bryce being sappy was not what I wanted. I wanted reckless Bryce who enjoyed hating on people.

"Of course I do. I just don't want to deal with all the mistakes he makes. That probably sounds so selfish. And don't tell me that everything takes risks because I don't want to hear it. I want the real Bryce to tell me that Jaden's a dick and he can go to Hell."

"Well Jaden is a dick and he can go to Hell. Does that make you feel better?"

"Not really," I cried. "Now I just feel like I'm trying to cover things up with hatred."

"So maybe you should call him back," Bryce said, handing me my phone.

"No, don't tell me to do that. I don't want to be in that relationship anymore."

"Yeah, you do."

"I know," I sniffled. "But it's better if I'm not."

"Well, it is your choice," Bryce said as he stood up off of the bed. "I'll let you cry or sleep or whatever you were doing before I showed up."

Bryce left and just like that I was alone with my thoughts again. I was so content with myself until I started getting really nauseous and my head still hurt like hell. I went downstairs and took a few pills for the nausea, but it didn't work so great since I threw up anyway.

Being sick was one of my least favorite things in the world and it definitely was terrible having to deal with being sick and going through my hardest breakup ever at the same time.

Out of nowhere I got a weird craving for McDonalds so I called Mads and had her pick me up some food since I definitely didn't feel like leaving the house.

About twenty minutes later, Mads got to my house with the food and I dug into it immediately. "Why does it look like you were crying?" Mads asked. "Wait, and didn't tour start yesterday. Unless- Oh my God Evie! What happened? Are you okay?"

"Not really," I could feel my eyes start to water up again. "I broke up with Jaden this morning."

"Why? I thought that you guys loved each other a lot," Mads was trying to be supportive and I loved her for that.

"We did, well we still do," I said with a tear rolling down my cheek. "I just ended it because I didn't want to deal with all the mistakes he makes. He just doesn't think before he does things."

Mads wrapped me into a hug and started rubbing my back. "I'm so sorry Evie."

"I miss him a lot," I said as I cried into her shoulder. "I just can't deal with all the problems that come with dating him."

"Have you told Josh?" Mads asked as she sat back down at the table.

"No, but Bryce might've. I'm just scared to tell him because he's going to want to brag about how he was right. I just don't want to deal with that right now."

"You definitely don't need Josh telling you about it right now. I'm sure that just the breakup alone was hard enough."

"Yeah and I'm pretty sure that I'm sick," I said as I wiped away a tear.

"You're sick?"

"I've had a terrible headache since last night and I threw up like an hour ago. Then I just wanted McDonalds so I called you."

"Have you been nauseous?"

"Yeah, definitely. I felt like I was going to throw up all morning."

"That's weird, every time I've ever been nauseous my appetite has just disappeared. You look like all you want to do is eat," Mads laughed, but I definitely didn't feel like laughing. My life was kind of a train wreck right now.

"I don't know what's going on with me. Maybe I'm just stressed out," I added.

"But didn't your headache start last night? You didn't have anything to worry about last night, right?"

"Yeah, that's a good point. So maybe it isn't stress."

"Well then I don't-" Then she stopped herself. "Evie, are you pregnant?"

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