Matter to You || TaeGyu

Chapter 34

Have you ever questioned the higher beings why were you born to mess someone's life?

Well, Beomgyu did. He couldn't help but questioned every decisions he made. Was I a nuisance? Am I really causing trouble this big? Am I even worth it to fight with? When am I going to be helpful to anyone? Will I ever be?

The list goes on and Beomgyu would take a day to ask it all out and no, he doesn't have more time to just sit here and cry and cry and cry. What is the use of it anyway when the love of his life is probably behind bars now?

"Gyu, we need your decision as soon as possible." Soobin said, a hand travelled down to Beomgyu's to assure him that he isn't alone.

"W–what do I need to do hyung? Does the video enough? M-maybe yes, i-it'll help him get through investigation b–but I already ruined Taehyun's r–reputation... W–what am I gonna do h–hyung?" The younger asked him with a tired expression and Soobin couldn't help but feel pity.

He hadn't known Beomgyu long but he knows that the boy doesn't deserve such treatments like this.

"Look, we will have to solve that later 'kay? As of now, we need to get Taehyun back here." Soobin replied with urgency. Of course, he didn't wanna let Taehyun be behind bars.

"A-am I gonna be putting out a s–statement?" Beomgyu asked, wiping his face right in time for Huening Kai to enter the room.

"No hyung. Taehyun emphasized to keep you quiet and hidden. We just need your go signal and we'll do the rest." Kai explained making Beomgyu bit his lower lip. He felt so useless.

"Trust us Gyu. Taehyun will strangle us to death if he found out we aren't taking care of you." Soobin then said turning Beomgyu so he could face him instead.

Beomgyu gave out a nod, not trusting his words and then yeah, Kai went commando with all other employees while Soobin made sure to call Taehyun's lawyer while Beomgyu sat there. Guilty, embarrassed and nervous about everything but the constant checking of both Soobin and Kai was helping him ease a little bit of his anxieties.

He was so worried at Taehyun but he was way ashamed. How could he ever face Taehyun's parents, employees and Taehyun himself after what chaos he bought. Maybe it's really wrong of him for accepting the boy's offer to stay at his place in the first place or maybe so wrong of him for letting his guard down and falling in love to a very high maintenance individual and who was him again?

A run away, broke and disappointment to his family. Tears continued to trickled down his lovely face. Silent tears and man, it's much worst because he felt like he was becoming numb and it isn't good because he had to be strong for Taehyun, for the both of them.

Soobin and Kai made sure to not leave him alone despite having different tasks to finish and thirty minutes after, Beomgyu was informed that the video was already posted along with a very detailed information of what really did happen and it blown the internet.

Beomgyu doesn't have the guts to watch the video because it only makes him insecure. If only he isn't too weak to push the older, if only he isn't too soft maybe he could have run away and no issue would have been born. There were so many 'if only' on his mind but it leads him back to the day he decided to let Taehyun fuck him that night.

He had no regrets meeting Taehyun. Oh dear, meeting him was Beomgyu's favorite part but it isn't for Taehyun. He only bought confusions, arguments and problems and that's what is making him guitly. He could have pushed Taehyun that night instead of a plea to take him home and yeah, have a good night.

He was on Taehyun's office along with Soobin and Kai who was busy doing something else when Taehyun's parents entered the room surprising the shit out of him.