DARK SIDE

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"kakauwi mo lang?" i asked then i wrapped my robe around my body before i stood up and check the time.

it's already 1 in the evening, it's already dawn. he look so pale lasing ba siya.

"rio lasing ka ba?" i asked consciously. he shooked his head.

"nakainom lang" he said then he lay herself in our bed.

"i expecting you to come home kanina, wala ka bang naaalala?" i asked but he just shooked his head.

this make my heart break into a million pieces.

"i want to sleep irene stop talking to me" he said, i raise my eyebrow.

my tears began to formed.

"rio did you not remember something" i asked while i was undressing him because his body is full of beer and i though he puke earlier

he refuse my hand.

"i said i want to sleep stop asking me those kind of bullshit" he shout then he turn back herself on me

i stood up, my tears start to fall.

"fuck you rio!!! this is our anniversary day and did you not remember it?" i shout then start punching his chest.

he stood up, he about to slap me when the door suddenly open that get my heart jumped.

"rio!" bong ran from rio then he punch it.

omg.

"don't you dare try to slap my sister" he stop.

"or else i'm gonna kill you" he shout then he pull me.

"let's go irene you need to leave in this bullshit place" he said then he walk while his hand pulling me.

"irene please" rio was about to hold my hand when bong punched him once again.

he's full of blood right now.

"bong!!! tama na" i said then i parted my body to him. i pull my arm

"irene anong ginagawa mo" he asked while i was checking rio lips that full of blood.

"kua mahal ko siya kaya pwede ba leave us alone, let me handle this kind of arguments we both need to settle this on our own..not yours kua" i said he look on my eyes directly with a full of frustration.

"irene...." he look at my eye

"kua please" my tears start to fall, i dont know. i admit even me i don't know already whats really happening to me.

ALL I KNOW RIGHT NOW IS IM DEEPLY INLOVE WITH YOU RIO.

i'm drowning about you rio and i don't know already how am i survive.

nakasakay ako sa bangka ng pagmamahal mo na unti unti nang lumulubog.

sa oras kaya na lumubog ang bangka na sinasakyan ko rio, ililigtas mo kaya ako...

"hindi na kita kilala irene, what the hell your doing!! bullshit Irene" sinuntok niya na ang pader sa gigil

"kua....." he just shooked his head and left out.

this make my heart shuttered into pieces.

i can't choose beetwen rio and bong. close ko si bong and i'm really really love him but i can't deny the fact na i love rio more than myself....  i can't imagine my life without rio because his my life.

"rio are you okay" i asked then i caressed his face but he refuse my hand.

"stop caressing my face" he said and he was about to stood up when i stop him with my bare hands.

"where are you going" i asked he refuse my hand that make me slip

"kung saan hindi ako mapapahamak ng dahil sayo" he said then left me alone

ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin para mahalin mo ako. oo rio kasama kita sa  isang bubong

we can sex eachother anytime.

pero habang tumatagal mas lalong hindi ko na maramdaman. hindi na kita maramdaman.

pero hindi ko na alam.....kung paano ko kakalimutan ang lahat.

he left me alone with all my tears. he let me cruise in this dark night how come he didn't realize that i have fears being alone? he knows that

i woke up with a hard feeling, a silent surrounding condensing me and this make me sick.. how bad this day.

i stood up.

hindi ako makapaniwala na hindi manlang ako binalikan ni rio.

"maam" manang called me.

i look at her.

i confusedly look at her.

"magpapaalam po sana ako kung pwede akong umuwi ng probinsiya ngayon bday po kase ng kapatid ko bukas at kung pwede po sana bumali sa sweldo ko" she said then i just nood

then i walk uptairs to grab some money. 

then i realized...iba talaga ang may kapatid that no matter what happen sila parin ang tatakbuhan ko sa oras ng kalungkutan.

and the fact that bong is the one who stayed on me when at my worst.

before i walk downstairs i shower myself and wore some decent clothes

i need to say sorry on bong. i disappoint him

i grab my bag and walk downstairs.

"manang' i called her then she ran from me before i handed her the money that she need.

she hugged me tightly. her eyes twinkled. halatang halata sa mata niya kung gaano niya kamahal ang kapatid niya. 

"maam salamat po" she said before she wipe her tears.

"thank you  po talaga maam hulog po kayo ng langit" i just nood and smile

she about to walk, when i stop him.

"nga pala manang you dont need to  pay for that. pa bday ko na yan sa kapatid mo" i said then her eyes twinkled.

she ran back from me and once again hugged me tightly. hay buti nalang andito si manang

i badly need this hug right now

"thank you po maam thank you" she said i just smile and hugged her back.

this make mylife significance.. i see how grateful she is her companion and passion in her work? talagang masasabi ko na i spend my life already with her.