DARK SIDE

DS>2

good morning" he kissed my forehead, i'm now laying in this couch

"what are you doing here?" i asked patiently.

"because of you, hindi mo ba ako gustong makita?" he said.

"wala naman akong sinabing ganyan, kumain ka na ba?" i stood up and look at him straightly.

ang tanga ko diba? kase kahit paulit ulit at pabalik balik, ikaw parin ang pinipili ko.

i choose you over my self. and now i'm miserable because i choose you.

"yes kumain na ako" he said sincerely.

he walked beside me then he hugged me tightly.

i know what is this. ito nanaman.

he kiss my neck.

"wala akong sa mood rio" i said then i pushed him.

he didn't speak.

"if that's the matter, aalis nalang muna ako" he said that get my heart jump, that's not what i mean..

he about to left out when i grab his collar.

"rio..please wag" i murmured then my tears start to fall while i was hugging him.

"kailangan mong magpahinga" he whispered i just shooked my head.

kung alam mo lang rio na ikaw ang pahinga ko...baka sakaling iparamdam mo rin saakin na handa ka nang magpahinga kasama ako

"pero kailangan kita rio" i shuttered.

he look at me directly.

i kiss him then i push him that get him lay in bed.

"gagawin ko ang lahat wag ka lang umalis" i said then i start moving my hips with all my pleasure.

and again it's happen.

i open my eyes when i didn't feel any rio presence beside me.

i rolled my eyes to find him, to our bathroom, wardrobe. pero wala.

i dress myself before i left out.

lumabas naman ako sa kwarto hoping na there's a rio sa sala.

at hindi nga ako nagkakamali, i saw him standing infront of our picture frame. i staring at him with a smile in my face.

mahal kita rio pero sana mahal mo din ako.

at kung mahal mo nga ako....sana totoo

i walked near to him, i saw she's handed while staring at ate imee picture that make my expression change. is he talking to a picture, ate's pictures? that's insane

"i thought wala ka na" i emitted that get him shook.

nabitawan niya ang picture ni ate.

"i'm sorry" he about to pick up the small pieces of the glasses that shuttered when i stop him.

"leave that alone, hindi mo trabaho mamulot" i said, he shakily look at me..

he's so red

"hindi ko sinasadya" he whispered then he hugged me tightly.

i just nood my head.

he look so meaningful, is there something wrong in his eyes and i want it to know that.

gusto kong malaman rio kung ano pa ang iba mong tinatago saakin, may tinatago ka nga ba

"i prepared a lunch for you" he said out of the sudden then he guided me to walk papunta sa dining room.

he pull the chair then let me sat up.

how sweet.

there's so many food, parang piyesta.

"bakit ang dami? dalawa lang naman tayo ha?" i asked confusedly.

"wala lang, i saw some recipe site in my browser that's why ginaya ko lahat" he said with all his confidence.

"go on taste it." he said.

i took a bit of sauce then i taste it.

this giving me a question and thoughts, how come he do it.

"it taste so good, how did you do it?" i asked, he smile.

i though he flattered.

"masarap lang talaga ako magluto" he said then he winked

"you are? i didn't know that huh" i asked beetwen my laughed.

"yes i am, mrs. araneta" he said.

this is the first time i hear this kind of words from him.

siguro ito ang dahilan kung bakit hindi kita mabitawan rio, masyado mong pinaparamdam saakin na hindi ako nagiisa.

na kahit na paulit ulit ang sakit na binibigay mo. paulit ulit mo rin namang pinaparamdam saakin kung bakit hindi kita dapat bitawan.

pero i can't hide the truth na meron ka paring ibang minanahal, babae ako nararamdaman ko. with all this years.

alam kong hindi lang ako, meron pang iba. ilang beses na kitang nahuli but you always denying it.

why did you not telling me rio na you have another girl, why did you keep make me feel like this.

i simply smile.

he pinch my cheeks.

"are you okay?" he asked. i slowly nood.

"yes i'm okay babe" i said then he smile and continue eating.

he look at me once again.

"kumain ka babe ang payat payat mo na" he said, i just smile then i swallow the food that i'm staring

after some minutes of chitchat and eating we're finally done, i'm now washing the dishes while him he's preparing herself

aalis daw siya for some matter. ano pa nga bang magagawa ko?

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pagkatapos naming kumain agad ko nang inayos ang lahat and i was about to trash the leftover food when i see some receipt inside.

i took that.

i gasped.

my tears began to formed when i see some restaurant receipt.

and it's mean hindi niya talaga niluto ang lahat ng ito, he just fucking pretending na he do it

ang galing mo rio, your always acting na your a fucking victim that everyone never had. your so unfair.

you always made me feel worthless