DARK SIDE

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"protect my sister" bonget said then make bump with rio.

then pumunta na kami sa kanya kanya naming mga upuan katabi ko si liza. she's crying when she see me.

"we miss you ate." she said i smile.

"where's sandro and david?" i asked then tinuro niya naman ang mga bata sa kabilang side. i don't know pero tumulo naman ang luha ko when i see them. ayoko silang lapitan. ayokong mas masaktan.

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"accept this ring as my symbol of love and my-----------" i put my finger in my two ear. para hindi ko maintindihan at marinig ang vows nila. alam kong napansin yon ni liza.

"now you may now kiss the bride" tinangal ko naman ang finger sa ear ko when the father declare that they are now husband and wife.

dahan dahan naman tinaas ni rio ang belo ni ate. sabay naman ng paglapat ng mga labi nila sabay din ng pagtulo ng mga luha ko.

"excuse me" napatango nalang si liza when she see my tears that keeps falling to me.

pumunta naman ako kung saan nakaupo si david, then i kiss him in his forehead nakita ko naman ang pagkagulat sa mga mata niya.

he hugged me tightly then he put his two palm on my cheeks.
ang laki niya na.

"hindi parin siya maaliwalas, and then your nose mom. there's a blood" hindi ko naman pinansin ang sinabi niya.

instead of answering i just kiss him.

"i need to go" i whispered.

"but where are you going mom?" he asked while having a tears at the edge of his eyes.

i didn't answer.

tumakbo naman ako palabas habang tumutulo parin ang mga luha ko.

"atleast they had their first legal kiss after so many damn fucking years" i emitted.

pumunta naman ako sa pinakamalapit na tindahan to use some phone.

ilang minutes rin nag ri-ring when mrs. ezcalde answer my call.

"this is it, bawi na ako sayo. you can do whatever you want to my ate that kill your son"i said with full of anger in my eyes.

"well good job irene, 20yrs is enough to make this plan successful, you did great irene." she said while their making a giggles.

"what a dumb person mrs. ezcalde, di manlang nila napansin na ang lahat ng ito ay plano ko" tanging sinabi ko lang then i dropped the phone.

yes you heard right, this my plan.
the family reunion that's my idea

at the very beginning i already know rio na, i saw him with ate. plano ko ang lahat ng ito since ate spend her life on mrs. ezcalde, she's so dumb to realize that.

your so pitty, manang imee. because you left your sister alone with a psychopath mind.

sabay naman ng paghiyawan ng lahat sabay din ng pagsabog ng simbahan.

narinig ko naman ang hiyawan ng lahat.

"now you know my dark side" i whispered then i put my finger in my tummy, kung saan nasugatan ni ate nung time na kinuha ko sakanya si david.

"ngayon, bawi na ako sainyong lahat tapos ko na lahat ng dapat na hindi naman dapat." i added before ako pumara ng taxi.

"maam saan po kayo" manong driver asked.

"sa sementeryo" i uttered before again the spot of blood dripped down in my nose i wipe it.

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ng makarating naman ako sa sementeryo agad ko namang pinuntahan kung saan inilibing ang ashes ni john. ang anak namin ni rio.

"anak, it's been a long time" i emitted bago naman tumulo ang mga luha ko.

"mommy needs you now" i said then i kiss his grave

"i made a mistake." i whispered.

"pero mali bang gumanti sa mga taong nanloko saakin, bumawi lang ako sa mga taong nanakit saakin" i wiped my tears before a deeply sighed came out from me.

then i lay in the side of john grave, in the bernuda. naramdaman ko naman ang panghihina ng katawan ko. my eyes become darker and i felt that some blood keeps flowing down to my nose.

"see you my family" i emitted before i close my eyes then a siren of police keep bagging my ear.

"this time. is my time" i whispered once again before i close my eyes, while my tears are falling again then i felt nothing.

THE END.

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so i want to take this opportunity to share some in inspirational words to all of you guys.

everyone has mistake, everyone had a imperfections, everyone going through in their dark part of their life. that's why sometimes the sad become a anxiety then a loneliness is become a depression. yung tipong you didn't know na what your doing already.

but guys if you have a God in your life you can do it easily when you have a fait on him. papagaanin niyo ang buhay mo basta maniwala ka lang sakanya.

this story is just a story that keeps bagging my mind, iniisip ko lang kung paano kaya kung nangyari to sa ibang tao? this is the very sensitive situations.

yung tipong you are already drowning in pain and you just thinking of other's happiness that's why you want them to die because of your jealousy.

but anyway guys if you have a God in your life ililigtas ka niya in that situation. basta magtiwala ka lang sakanya and let your hand raise while praising him and he will hug your trough your lowest part.

and that's it for now. thank you guys. nakakagulat hindi ba nakagawa nanaman ako ng story.

anyway to those people who keeps supporting me i love youu!! thank you for everything. sa susunod ulitttt.