DARK SIDE

FLASHBACK 4

it's been a month while i still working on rio's company. naging maganda naman ang pakikitungo niya saakin and actually he's courting me now. at tinanggal niya na rin ako bilang secretary niya because he doesn't to see me working daw.

at ayaw ko man pero binibigyan niya ako ng pera to give that on my siblings. well i have a racket at night but that's not good enough para sa binibigay ni rio saamin.

and we are here in imeelaya again.

"rio listen to me." i emitted then he look at me, while he's having a smile on his face.

"why is there anything problem?" he asked i just smile and put my palm on top of his palm.

"no there are no problem. i just need to say that thank you. and i want you to know how happy i am." i said then my tears came down.

"don't cry again my love. because you don't deserve that" he wipe my tears, then i don't know but when i see his lips i'm now so eager to kiss it.

that why i pull his collar and kiss him.
he look at me.

"are you sure?" he asked. i just nood and lay my self in our portable bed him then divide ourself together.

then that happen
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"i love you" he whispered. i look at him and kiss him once again.

"i love you too, thank you" i whispered also and lay my head on his shoulder we are here parin in imeelaya we are covering a blanket while we are still don't have dress and shirts. we just cherishing the moment.

"i want to marry you" he said that make me shook.

i chuckles.

"please rio not this time" i said he just hold my hand.

"i understand." he said then i feel like i'm now litttle bit tired that make my eyes want to close.

so that i close my eyes.

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it's been a month after that happen, but hindi ko parin kinakausap si rio because my menstruation are delayed. no. this can't be.

"ate" a knock on my door get me shooked. it's irene.

"yes" i shout then i immediately stood up and open the door for her.

"i need some money for my prom tomorrow please ate i need to attend on that" she said while making a pleasing eyes on me.

"ah irene kase you know naman na gipit tayo ngayon hindi ba?" i said that make her eyes look so pale.

"pero gagawan ko ng paraan" i said then a big sighed came out from me before she hug me tightly.

"thank you ate your the best talaga, please ate don't get a boy muna ha." she said that make me chuckle.

i didn't say anything then she parted our body.

"sige na ate bye na i need to attend on my semester. anyway your food is in the table. don't forget to eat ha" she said then she kiss my cheeks.

i just make a wave on her, then my tears came down. i'm really tired

incase na totoo nga to, marami akong matatalikuran...hindi pwede.

agad naman akong nagdamit ng maayos before i left out at pumunta naman ako sa pinaka malapit na botika then i buy some pt.

i immediately use that in public comfort room. please god. help me.

after a minute ng unti unti nang lumalabas ang resulta, there's a one line. then i expect na hindi magtutuloy yon but the second line pop up.

that get my tears came down.

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i don't know but i'm now laying myself in our place. the imeelaya
a big sighed came out from me, while i was reminiscing every moment. well this is my choice. i choose this. but... i really don't know kung saan ako magsisimula after this.

"finally, i found you" a manly voice spoke in my back then i felt like he's walking on my direction but i didn't pay attention on that.

"i think you need this again" he said then he sat beside me and handed me a towel, it's rio.

"why are you hiding? akala ko ba we're okay?" he asked i don't know but now i'm crying.

"ri--...o" i sniff before i handed him my 2pt.

"your pregnant?" he said then he stood up then a engligthened face pop up on him.

he stop, and look at me ng mapansin niya naman na hindi ko binabawian ang expression niya

"why are you not happy, this is supposed to be happy for us. we are now building our family" he said, yumuko naman ako while i was still holding my forehead.

"i'm happy rio...but at the same time not. hinding hindi ako tatanggapin ng mga kapatid ko when they know about this" i said then i wipe my tears.

"who cares imee? we don't need the persecution from your family, we just need ourself to be a better parent's to our future child" he said then put his palm on my tummy.

"you don't understand me rio. hindi ko pwedeng talikuran ang mga kapatid ko" i said, he hold my hand.

"you think na they can't stand with their own feet? gaya nga ng sabi mo, your brother is about to plan a wedding na for his girlfriend. and your sister? she's too old enough already para makapaghanap na ng trabaho, come on imee let yourself to be happy...with me" he said then kiss my forehead

"i need to leave" i said then i stood up.

"i make you an offer imee, tomorrow 3am. also here in imeelaya hihintayin kita, para sa pagsisimula ng sarili nating pamilya" he said i just hug him before he kiss me once again and left him.