The Ink Of Her Emotions

Rise up

I fight battles that you know not about
Many a demon have i conquered
While many other victored over me
Pushing me down to the ground
But then a spring of Faith
Leaps into my heart
Raising me up to heights never imagined
Defeating those demons
Leaving them to perish once and for all
But still they seem blind to defeat
They come to me time and again
Making me rise up stronger than before
With a rekindled strength
Fighting them all, with just mind power
Im just a one man army
Fighting with my life to everything life offers
Good or bad my sheild is always on
There are times i fall,
But now i know,
that to rise higher there should be a fall.
The arrows have shot me more than once
But thanks to the Lord,
None of the blows were fatal
My armour maybe dent or have holes within
But its not shattered
Not as yet.
There are inner battles
Emotional demons, physical pain
No one knows about except for me
And The One who planned it all about.
Theres a reason He has given me these tests
Probably to make me worthy of the abode
He has for me astore.
My Beloved loves me more than i know
And to unlock all my shackles
I know I have to love him more than i do
Submit myself truly unto Him
Worship Him like how He has ordained
There maybe dips in my faith
But i pray to Him,
to keep me steadfast on this noble dheen
Grant me with a beautiful end
Coz whats a life in obedience to him
and a death that is not most favourable
May He grant us the best of ending
May He keep us steadfast on His religion
May He protect us from all harm,
Help us through all avenues of Life
And accept us and all our efforts for His cause
Ameen Ya rabb !

Some days maybe Badr some maybe Uhud, some maybe in favour of you while some not. 

Its completely okay to not be okay. All you have to do is carry a little faith and learn to stan everytime you fall.