The Ink Of Her Emotions

Scattered shards of your dreams

My heart leaped,
My mind screamed,
My soul shuddered,
At the though of;
My dreams crashing down
Cascading millions of peices,
Mocking my fantasies
With its laughter,
Stabbing my Soul
With its weight,
Pricking me deep
With its tiny shards,

They all said;
"Dream, one day
You shall fullfill them all."
But why is it
That when I dreamt,
It shot back it's arrows
Straight at my heart,
Shattering me
To billions of peices,
And never gave me
The courage
To ever dream again?!

Life, they say;
Is a moment of enjoyment..
Life, I say;
Is a field cornering me,
Paving way to tests
And tribulations ,
That may make me victorious
On that fateful day
That I shall need it the most..
Life is just a fleeting moment,
A moment you can make the most of,
To be amongst the best later on..

My dreams chopped up
My wings,
My dreams took hold of
My heart,
My dreams drew out
My soul,
My dreams broke up
My courage,
My dreams degraded
My spirits,
My dreams massacred
My hopes..

My dreams just left me speechless,
Taking out every ounce of willpower
That I built within me,
It ripped me off the things I loved,
It shook me deep,
But most importantly,
It brought a whole new side in me!
Teaching me the bitter truth
Guiding me to the true way..
Ya Allah!
You are the best of planners!
And I submit myself unto You!