The Ink Of Her Emotions

Chaos

I'm just a complete mess
My mind playing games
My emotions throttling me up
Engaging in things i shouldn't be
Ignoring what I've actually got to do
Not being myself
Not all, not even in the least.

Waiting to untangle
The poor knots in my brain
Unscramble all the emotions
Into just a mind of complete sanity
Declatter the jigsaw puzzle
And settle onto a routine
Without laying off back.

I wanna cry out loud,
Let the pain and the ache
And all the mess, just flow out
Through my tears and screams..
I wanna shut down, take a break
Have some me time
Take it easy, just to get up again.

The worlds in a chaos
The next second is definitely uncertain
People dying, people suffering
Things way out of normal
Economy crisis, health downfall
Mental instability, fitnahs around
Where are we even going with this?!

Time is just ticking by the clock
Everything is swirling as fast as a whirlwind
No time to stop, no time to think..
Youve just gotto go with the flow
Let it be you know whats going on or not
Life goes on, people passed on.
Things will never be the same, even seconds on.

Sleep, eat, clean, study, work
Ain't that just anyones and everyones
Oh so normal schedule now.
Racing against the clock
Battling against the arrows of life
Standing tall dispite you being unrooted
Bit by bit till its just, you not there anymore.

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